#and i drank the iced coffee bc i dont like to just throw away food and my sibling didnt want it but it upset my stomach
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yesterday was a goddamn day
#wind howls#im still like. in mild disbelief at how i was hit with so many small things that wouldnt have affected me on their own#but so many all together messed me up so bad.#like first seeing my grandma cry. then her telling me i should b nicer to my shit aunt (which im nice to anyway so why.)#there was more during the day but i forgot#then in the evening i accidentally drew the wrong thing which im still embarrassed about#then the mcdonalds order for my sibling and i not only forget my ice cream. but both our drinks ? and gave me an iced coffee isntead ?#at 10 pm ???#and i got like a 2 dollar refund. on that whole stupid thing.#and i drank the iced coffee bc i dont like to just throw away food and my sibling didnt want it but it upset my stomach#and dnd was fun but i kept rolling like garbage and with everything else it ended up getting to me i guess#it usually doesnt bc like. its a dice game of course i know its luck based but i just rolled like garbage over and over#i ended up just having a lil bit of a shut down where i couldnt talk much more or id just start crying#and its just. man. my parents and my aunt werent home and it was mostly me my grandma and then later my sibling at home#it was supposed to be such a good fun day and it just got shitty lil by little#which is just annoying. gweh#im better now i suppose but im still not feeling super peachy. and work tomorrow scares me bc ill be flying solo#i hope to god i feel better tomorrow because if i go into work tomorrow feeling fragile and a sinlge thing goes wrong i will cry#id like to avoid that on the second week of my new job. ive been told that crying bc of life matters happens and theyre like-#real nice and understanding about it so im not the most worried but im still sensitive. so eurgh
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