#and elves can’t choose what memories they re-experience and picking blindly out of a hat like that he’s so much more likely to get | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

rackartyg · 4 months

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i will never get over the perfect agony that is astarion being an elf who reveries, rather than sleeping. every single night is a trauma nightmare on steroids.

#it’s made even worse by how he literally doesn’t have ANY good memories prior to being tadpoled #so he has two centuries’ worth of steroid trauma nightmares and a few months of pleasant things to meditate on #and elves can’t choose what memories they re-experience and picking blindly out of a hat like that he’s so much more likely to get #something awful just purely because of the numbers #im. going insane #she speaks #arctic plays bg3 #astarion #🎶sitting in the waiting room to my therapist’s office🎶

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