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daisychainsandbowties · 3 months

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the more i think abt ava, the more insane i become

i’m always slightly in awe of people who can just think about characters. i always have to… i guess situate them in a narrative, and even then as with the vast majority of my thoughts it’s all hidden beneath a veil of 🥰 no thoughts.

i can headcanon but it’s always… here’s a scene. here’s ava with an old gameboy advanced playing pokemon emerald and here’s ava sick begging beatrice to look after her little creatures even though “i don’t think they know it when you leave them alone for a few days ava.” bea getting the saddest look in the world and turning on the screen. sitting in the curtain-drawn dark and oh, oh, this is loving too. it can look like this.

and here’s the moment bea’s in bed next to her, looking almost worse than ava, torn between making more herbal tea and level-grinding so that ava can get a flygon.

and that’s like… here’s the beauty of ava being wild and prone to distraction. ava easily bored and also easily enraptured. and the hand-in-hand of beatrice who’s so patient, so precise, whose silences are soft around ava’s perpetual noise, her voice always there, always free. shouting, laughing, singing, sighing soft into bea’s shoulder and moaning into her mouth.

beatrice a bit in love with the pokemon ava’s collected, sitting at the table while ava tries to make pasta, pretending she’s just being helpful (she needs to be helpful) with the gameboy in her hands. keeps catching herself thinking that they were made, trained, intended for so much more. but no, no, no. this is loving.

it can look like this.

shiny-hunting in the grass. back and forth, the warm smells in the kitchen and ava scraping at the skillet. beatrice thinking of her iron intake, and the way ava looks in bea’s oversize hoodie and a pair of boxers. pokemon and how the person you love makes this photonegative of your needs, your wants, your need and the person you want.

#and like. in all this beatrice learning to want and ava making her buy what her eye lingers on at the grocery store #& ava watching her silences and bea learning that ava needs touch and reassurances when bea needs to be quiet #and bea loving pokemon a lot also for how repetitve it can be #but yeah. see? it has to have a shape but god yeah thinking about ava (and them) makes me insane too 🤝#warrior nun #avatrice #anon

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