#and again. I didn't do anything like groom a minor or post bigoted things or etc
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ngl sometimes I wonder if I should have even come back here or if I should have stayed gone
#wak#like#almost every day on here is a struggle#and just fyi it's not bc of my mutuals or really bc of Anyone#but it's like#every day on tumblr is just a constant reminder of everything I don't have anymore#and of all the incidents that I got no closure on and never will get closure on#and of all of the mistakes I made#and every hour of every day I'm scared that my mistakes are going to come back and bite me in the ass#not even necessarily On Tumblr but just.. in general#but I never meant to hurt anyone all I ever wanted was to make friends and feel wanted#and that desire caused me to fuck up so many times#and I'm just so full of regret and I don't think I'll ever be able to truly forgive myself for anything I've done#and again. I didn't do anything like groom a minor or post bigoted things or etc#in fact I know people who say that the things I did weren't that bad#but that doesn't help me any.#but if I did leave again.. I doubt very many people would miss me or notice anyway#I had like 800 followers on my old main and I doubt any of them miss me#it's not like I was anything special#and so I doubt my 100 on here would either#but. I don't know#I don't know#vent /
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