#and I know I wrote that dono.linc thing like.... all summer
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I wish I had a fic to write. I wish I had an idea. Something I felt excited to work on. Notes to jot down hastily on my phone late at night once I've already shut my laptop down. I wish I felt even a tiny bit creative again.
#it's 'man I wish I was excited now as I was when I wrote my hella long chaptered nicə guys fics :/' hours#I feel like I just keep poking at spots in my brain like hmmm anything? yet? please? create? something? anything?#and just dust comes out#I don't think I could write a snippet of dialogue rn if my life depended on it#and I know I wrote that dono.linc thing like.... all summer#but it took all summer 😑 and a lot of the time it felt like pulling teeth. and it has gotten like very very VERY limited engagement#so part of me is like lol what did you even agonize over it for lol under 10 kudos congrats!#I am once again wondering if I'll ever really write again or have an idea again or feel creative excitement again#idk why I feel SO just.... stuck. like I hit a WALL. like I've got NO more ideas. none. no more stories to tell. I'm out.#I revisit the source materials of all my ships often. I'm a source material slut. I love it. but it still doesn't spark. anything. anymore.#I just.... got nothing 🤷♀️#erin explains it all
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