So I broke my vow to never write a fanfiction again and I wrote a one shot about Spider and Amerie. Because on AO3 there was NOTHING. A VOID. A DESERT!!!
I was truly desperate.
"He would have passed away back then if he had the option. Nothing had ever hurt him as much. For him, Amery WAS too much. He was a complete loser, Ant was the funny one, and Dusty was the hot guy Ams was simping for. Even to her, Spider was nothing. He felt a punch to his stomach, but despite how cruel it was, it didn't kill him. When she kicked his clothes, he quickly changed and left.
Then, as he was heading home, he sobbed nonstop. He despised her, but he despised himself and his stupid cock who had betrayed him even more.Of course, she still wouldn’t want him even if he was able to get it up because to her, it was just a fucking hookup. When Spider caught Ambery looking at Dusty, he felt a strong urge to physically barf his soul and guts out because he knew that she had a thing for his best friend, and not him."