why do i have to write the fic before posting it. why cant it just Exist and then be posted.

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okay so get this right. zhongven. both of them are aroace, zhongli was in a qpr with guizhong for fucking ever venti doesnt really do Any sort of relationship at all its this whole thing. neither of them are repulsed by romantic or sexual attraction/actions/affection even when its being expressed towards them, they don’t really mind it or anything its just not their personal favorite yknow? ANYWAYS. venti has this Thing where every few years or decades he starts questioning himself again. hes like im preeeeeeeetty sure im aroace. am i? i mean PROBABLY lets be so fr. but am i? surely i must be. but am i really? and every time he starts doubting himself or really questioning it again he goes to zhongli. because people change and sexualities and preferences can change and such and he just wants to be Sure. so they’ll go on little dates or he’ll fuck that old man or both, usually over the course of a few weeks or months or until they get tired of it, and then at the end of it all zhongli will go 🤨🤨🤨 and venti gives this really solemn, decisive nod and goes yup. still aroace. and zhongli will heave this long suffering sigh because they do this every time and venti does this every time and why the fuck does he still agree to this and then they go back to being besties and living their little lives but in a few years or decades itll happen all over again. they’ve been doing this for almost as long as they’ve known each other.

i sneezed and wrote 1.2k words its been like. not even 2 hours. which ik is not impressive but considering how much ive been struggling lately it kind of fucks !!!!!!!!!!!!

no one:

girls who are in the middle of fending off an anxiety attack and have been for the past couple hours: what if i wrote xiaolumi

listen. i know we have NO confirmation of collei ever actually meeting dottore and as far as we're aware it was literally All barnabas. but with barnabas dead at dottore's hands. with barnabas having served dottore and been working under his orders. listen. listen. i need. to finish the fic where collei scara and diluc all kill him together. i really need to i REALLY need to

i have written 3.5k words in 4 1/2 hours i need to be sedated

hey watch this *starts to rewrite something from months ago* *realizes im doing it wrong* *starts to rewrite the rewrite* *realizes im doing it wrong* *starts to rewrite the rewrite of the rewrite* *realizes im doing it wrong* *starts t

have written 1k words today already and All Of Them have been for Grace Chasity fml

200 words away from my goal..... ive written at LEAST 1.5k today alone like by all means I'm Good but ohhhhh 5k is just within sight......

girls will spend MONTHS hitting a wall in the big xlmi fic thinking to themselves "if i just finish this i can write more layla, i can write more boy best friends, i can write more barbara and kaeya, i can write anything i want i can finally take a break from xiaolumi" and then the split second the fic is finished the next 2 they'll really wanna focus on will be. Fucking Xiaolumi Fics

literally so mad @ the latest xlmi fic it is NOT working the way i want it to i need to pull myself together im so srs... girl GET A GRIP !!!!!!!!!!!!! its the npmd hyperfix all ive been thinking about lately is writing grace chasity im neglecting my little guys......... fucked up. maybe even evil.

when scara has canonically cast aside all his past names/titles (scaramouche, balladeer, kunikuzushi, kabukimono) so using any of those feels wrong and using kunikuzushi or kabikimono as his "true" name/title feels even more wrong because he isn't that person anymore, he isn't ANY of those people anymore not quite, but solely referring to him as wanderer/the wanderer feels so strange and impersonal but calling him hat guy feels too lighthearted for more serious moods and you COULD use your own name for him that you decided the traveler would've chosen for him in the way you write both him and the traveler but using fanmade names feels a little weird in that you dont mind it in Other fics but for some reason the thought of doing it yourself is strange and you could just call him scara but it feels strange, too, like something is missing which makes sense because it's just a nickname and still connected to one of his old names but its better than nothing you guess OR. or. you could literally call him Starwalker as YOU named him ingame and it could mean something poetic and pretty about him walking among the stars and only you and other deltarune fans who know you're also a deltarune fan would know that you really mean this

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