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tinderfishboy · 3 years

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i bit my nails to the quick i bit my nails to the blood. there was a holy book in my hand and my thumbnail came off in my teeth. my teeth came out in the fountain the beseeching hand. fountain of youth hand that feeds me. i drink. i bite. i bite it to pieces. bite it to shreds.

it isn't my fault really never was. but sorry i'm so sorry. i'm sorry for the nails in my mouth the teeth in my mouth the flowers the chains the amber i put there. i'm sorry. i know i wasn't supposed to. i'm sorry i don't know why.

i cant look at your eyes but i do it anyway. i know im supposed to do that i know. and it hurts so i take them in mine and i tear them apart. a lesser of two evils. maybe now you'll stop.

i'm sorry for my mouth and things that come out of it. i'm sorry for the hair the pages the words the poison. all the things i chewed up and spit out.

#yes i stim by chewing on shit. how did you guess #there are some fun overdramatizations of things that actually happened in here but youll need fish premium to gain access to that #this is cringe but you have to pretend it isnt bc im autistic /j pls dont do that LMAO #ok to rb i guess #cant see why anyone would want to but just in case #how the fuck do you tag poetry #is this even poetry. do i even want people seeing this #poetry #my poetry #fish poems #also if you Hate this and wish it had stayed in google docs take it up w joseph. Not me thank you god bless #also the lack of punctuation is intentional. Bc reasons. again fish premium

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