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bunnihearted · 2 years

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im so anxious and worried for the future, bc i cant even imagine myself having a job. like having important responsibilities and having to show up and perform well, just being in the role of a grown up with a job. i honestly still feel like 14, i dont feel like i'll ever be mature or smart enough to hold a job. like me, with a job where i have responsibilities and know how to do things and actually do them? that sounds like a joke. i just feel so lost and like i'm not capable of anything and it freaks me out bc what am i supposed to do???

#it makes me so fkn stressed and scared bc like #i have to have a job theres no other way #but just trying to figure out what job i can realistically do gives me a headache #working in a grocery store i could do but my unresolved knee pain makes it not possible #also i hate capitalism and the meat industry and working in a place where im reminded of that would drive me insane #or preschool teacher bc when we had our work experience thing in school i actually liked being at a pre school #but then im like damn i'd get so tired and exhausted and all the loud noises would give me headaches. + my knees...#also thinking abt being a paralegal but maths... economics... and this rlly feels like smth im too stupid to do lmao #and librarian... but i need advanced maths for that and i dont know if i can do that...#idk like obvi this isnt smth unique im struggling with lol but maybe my avpd makes all of this sm hardet #HARDER** fck typos makes me so mad #idk what the fuck to do i feel #so hopeless lmao it's all too much im overwhelmed

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