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#also almost all the lyrics to 'it's all futile! its all pointless' because we stan nihilism
dreamonminecraft · 3 years
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my favorite wilbur lyrics in no particular order:
but i can't say that i/wasted my time/cause i am built by you/and i can't say that i/am glad it is over/cause that wouldn't be true
shout at the wall/cause the walls don't fucking love you
I think I've lost my mind
Blurring the fact and the fictions/While simultaneously fixing/Myself up with a girl/Named Panadol/Bite the tablet, elixir/Disintegrate, mouth's a mixer
we could eat the foam from the headrest/you could suck the wind out of my breath/you could kiss the teeth into my head/and still there's no cause for concern
you held his hands, it felt like flying/now he's just another man/you'd rather he was inside than beside you/but he's talking marriage and a future/he's picking a lock he doesn't go into/less knife in a wound, he's a suture
If I could just break one more night/maybe i could wake up and feel alright/my optimistically set alarm clock time/serves only to mock me with flashing lights
I was gonna wait for you/so this is not an act of spite/it's a visceral coming-to
It's not ahegao hoodie it's a work of art/so let me know when my feelings stop/I'm just your window to another world/where you ended up lost and poor/i don't wanna be a soft boy anymore
i won't wear the cat ears/i won't wear the cat ears/i won't please just don't make me wear the cat ears/I'm so done with the cat ears please no more cat ears
and yes you always do that one thing/cause when you throw and drench me under your drink/i try to figure out what that means/i took it as a taunt
the cute bomber jacket you've had since sixth form/adorned with patches of places you've been/ is nothing on my khaki coat i got from the roadside/when i was 16/my boots are from airports/my backpacks from friends/I'm not a man of substance and so I'll pretend to be/wanderer, wandering, leaving acetic belongings in hostels and restaurant bins/cut that bit out/the roads are my home as horizons my target/if i keep on moving I'll never lose sight of it/treating my memory of you like a fire/let it burn out/don't fight it/try to move on/it's been sixty week since i saw Vienna/a bandage and a wide smile slapped across my face/I'll pick up my hiking boots when I am ready/and I'll put down my roots when I'm dead/the distance is futile/come on don't be hasty/you'll get that feeling deep inside your bones/I'll be gone and/for when you must be alone
and i distrust their name/and i hate their haircut/they look like a prick/but it's all the same/you hug me goodbye/your tounge is razor sharp
my love/i love you everytime your face turns blue/and you speak over microphone/although it's only binary/i think it's timely that i asked if you'd marry me
push down your undesirables and lift up all the fakes/make sure you're not liable when they all make mistakes
you talk about habits/boy i can name a few/but i don't bloody understand it/is it chemical reactions or trained in two
oh I'm starting to succumb to my insecurities/maybe grade school was the place where i peaked
i don't miss you/i miss the thought of what we were
What was your thought when you realized/you'll never feel naive love again?/was it pain or was it sickness?
I want to be the guy/that you fall asleep on call with/I'll make you forget every guy that came before me/cause i like you/and you like my attention/let's skip to the good bit
eat my rent and eat my food/and eat my dues and eat those kids/and maybe use a sextant
and I'll write you songs/until my lungs fall out/until you hear me out
maybe one day I'll live in la Jolla/drinking cocktails out over the water/my own personal sunset/to give each day it's own diploma
when you hold his hands/it doesn't feel like flying/and when you take his breath away/he might as well be dying/and you're dying to breathe/your trapped in his cage/and it's shrinking/and she thought/what if he just never leaves/or he doesn't get the message/or he doesn't hear my pleas/so she just started screaming/why can't he just bore me to death
i said it last time/but I'm not afraid of empty rooms/I'm not afraid of new perfumes/and in fact my dear I'm fucking terrified
he never had cool stories/he doesn't make your heart beat/used to love his mystery/but now he's just exhausting/another day spent/just laying in his room/the stench of incense/and some undelivered food
my keyboards like my heart/it shines in RGB and it's full of blood
cultured men/venetian suntan/red wine and club bands/viagra pills on the nightstand/how's it feel/how's it feel to be so loved?/how's it feel to be so loved yet so alone?
But it’s you/I didn’t think that I’d have to say/But I miss you and think of you almost every single day/And it’s you/I thought I would be braver/But I've missed you too long/My heart flipped to a screensaver/To a screensaver
cause it's only/white wine in a Wetherspoons/fine dining with cheap perfume/DLR closed to worker's strike/god knows how i'll get home tonight
my twitter feeds like my brain/cause i have it on dark mode
i will bake/i will bake/i will bake phallic cake
because you are what reality is made of
I'm a gentleman what can I say?/I'm also really mentally stable/I'm gonna kill myself/if you don't go out with me
cause we're fires we're burning bright/breaking bottles and starting fights/but the evening has other plans/run as they pull up with two more vans
i think about him a lot as well/maybe if he wasn't fine as hell
I use everyone I ever meet/can't find the perfect match/abuse those i love/while i ostracize those who love me back
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