#already deleted twit so i basically cut off all my past kpop friends
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#im gonna shout into the void since i have no friends to talk to and tumblr is my comfort place in a way ?#jonah dont read this#tbh idc if u do bc id say it to ur face but i dont want to make everything about feelings all the time and this place is basically my diary#so like its ur own fault for following me here !#man i really should just book a meeting w my therapist so i can talk to someone without broadcasting it on te internet lol#anyways#hard to watch someone become less and less interested in u#even when u know u deserve it and like its logical ?#really regret that stupid litke outburst had but also i know it came from a place of fear#i want the people i like to be happy but it sucks to know that nobody can be happy w me ig#and not through any fault of theirs lol im always the issue#life sucks#i think im gonna start just deleting social medias#i dont want to be accessible#already deleted twit so i basically cut off all my past kpop friends#not that they care lol its been a while since ive spoken to any of them#gonna leave the starbucks gc bc the vibes are terrible#i think im statting to hate everyone ive been close w these past few years#i take comfort in the concept of killkng the person that u are in the moment rather than full on killing urself#bc i dont reaaaally want to kms but like god the thought is tempting huh#but its like i cant see an escape rn#im so bored and tired and sad and alone lol like what am i supposed to do with this#theres no groundwork accomplished im just gonna wither away or something#like id try and go on some dates or something but i dont even have the energy to try and move on from my previous relationship lol#idk maybe he has the right idea i shoukd just get laid by someone random huh#idk how to even accomplish that lmao likeim moderately attractive but like idk what to do w all this#also i really dont want to talk to strangers 😔😔😔#its really bs that i have 1 friend and hes a silly guy who i cant really talk to abojt this kinda stuff#and the only oter person i talk to is my ex who i made things really awkward w and prolly doesnt even wanna talk to me anymore#gommywords
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