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once  she  entered  the  front  door  the  first  thing  she  did  was  to  step  out  of  her  heels.  being  all  dressed  up  gave  her  a  great  boost  of  confidence  —  one  she  had  needed  tonight  for  her  date.  however,  she  couldn't  wait  to  change  into  something  more  comfortable.  making  her  way  over  to  the  kitchen  she  started  to  look  for  her  bag  of  chips  to  take  to  her  room  and  after  opening  every  cabinet  in  vain,  she  could  only  think  of  one  "carson,  where's  my  doritos?"  she  asked,  voice  loud  enough  to  echo  through  the  apartment  they  had  no  choice  but  to  share.

october is a very exciting month for me & i’m so happy because i need this all so much because september was a rough one for me. still is. but ugh. things are looking up !!

quirks

    bold all that apply to your muse and italicize ones that may have applied in the past then tag your friends

annabelle “annie” mae cartwright

doesn’t like to wear shoes / always has a piece of sugar free gum in their mouth / has a collection of cartoon dvds / walks everywhere they go / only wears pastel colors / won’t go anywhere without three hairbands on their wrist / refuses to wear any shoes except red converse / has a crippling fear of something mundane like mushrooms / has a dream notebook filled with every dream they can remember / has a really loud sneeze and goes into sneeze fits / only wears vintage clothing / has damaged hair from messing with it too much / super good at advanced math but can’t do addition for shit / believes in the supernatural, like ghosts / likes to go on midnight shopping trips and run through stores / gets too emotionally attached / loves dogs and has three of them / has hallucinations, but not scary ones / works at a fast food establishment in their free time / always carries a musical instrument with them / always carries a sketchbook with them

likes to name inanimate objects / strictly against drug use / excessively polite / excessively indecisive / can only play clocks by coldplay on the piano and plays it 24/7 / gets itchy skin when anxious / has to move things around in a certain pattern before going to sleep / worries that if they do one thing wrong they’ll die / obsessed with puzzles / obsessed with rpg video games / texts with one thumb / always has red painted nails / an amazing runner with super toned legs / has a beautiful voice / has restless legs, especially at night / has terrible performance anxiety / doesn’t like to turn assignments in because they’re afraid they’ll fail / loves science but is really bad at it / can’t make friends easily

likes to lie in fields and stare at the stars / believes that wishes can come true / falls deeply in love / bruises super easily / beautiful/horrible handwriting / ambidextrous / only likes nintendo games / only drinks sparkling water / doesn’t watch tv/listen to music / goes to concerts every week / likes slam poetry / likes to study in coffee shops/libraries / doesn’t understand politics but tries nonetheless / wears the same sweatshirt every day / collects sweatshirts / works three part time jobs / crazy intelligent but super shy / likes to memorize phone numbers instead of writing them down / loves to calculate probability / gets homesick very easily / wants to leave home very badly / trips a lot / can’t dance but tries anyway / brushes their teeth seven times a day / incredibly honest to a sometimes brash extent / only draws with mechanical pencils

only writes with pens / collects pens from hotels / wants to believe in heaven but can’t / watches a ton of anime / makes people cute nicknames / makes people origami / uses origami as a coping mechanism / owns a ton of t-shirts from hot topic, but has never been inside / makes all their own food / vegetarian / vegan / pescatarian / eats rice krispies every morning / does everything “for the aesthetic” / watches kids shows / goes to a private school / short term memory loss / loves disney movies / makes lists of random things in their free time / only eats foods with a spoon / only likes to wear skirts / never has their hair down / dyes their hair every two weeks / likes to collect pokemon cards / gets obsessed with games really easily / gives up too easily / gets their heart broken too often / has a mysterious disease / has a big social media following / tries too hard to be popular / likes to draw everything and everyone / can eat a whole lemon / listens to “edgy” music all the time

tagged by: @adoratixns ty my love <3

tagging: whoever wants to do it tag me so i can see

AUTUMN PREFERENCES // BOLD WHAT YOUR MUSE PREFERS AND TAG SOME PEOPLE:

1). go  apple  picking vs.  go  on  a hay  ride 2).  scary  vs.  sweet 3).  sweaters  vs. boots 4).  socks  vs.  mittens 5).  bonfires  vs.  football 6). trick-or-treating  vs. watch  scary  movies 9). bake  pie  vs. bake  cookies 10).  rain  vs. fog 11). black  cats  vs. owls 12).  ghosts  vs.  wizards 13). harry  potter  vs. halloweentown 14).  go  hiking  vs.  sleep  in 15).  cinnamon  vs.  nutmeg 16).  reading  vs.  writing 17). hot  chocolate vs.  tea 18).  live  in  a  cabin  in  a  forest vs. have  it  be  fall  24/7 19).  candy  apples  vs. caramel  apples 20).  blankets  vs.  pillows 21).  roasted  marshmallows vs. roasted  chestnuts 22). coffee  vs. apple  cider 23). red  leaves vs. orange  leaves 24).  braids  vs. bows 25).  scented  candles vs.  the  smell  of  fresh  baked  goods 26). carve  pumpkins  vs.  make  pumpkin  pie 27). pumpkin  spice  lattes vs.  chai  tea  lattes 28).  coats vs. oversized  sweaters 29).  beanies vs.  berets 30).  candy  corn vs. peanut  butter  cups 31).  jump  in  a  pile  of  leaves  vs. swing  on  a  tire 32).  corn  maze  vs. haunted  house 33).  bob  for  apples  vs.  visit  a  pumpkin  patch 34).  whipped  cream  on  hot  chocolate vs.  marshmallows  on  hot  chocolate TAGGED BY: @waterlilics

TAGGING: @bcbylxn, @souvexirs @ecdgame @effervescentrpx @adoratixns @unforgettablc

closed w. @adoratixns

⎯                 dark eyes scanned the room, standing near its outskirts with no desire to be within them: the social season, so fondly thought of by its participants, was nothing but a bothersome to one. lady madeline diaz, whose own emergence into its scene last year, had been tainted by the scandalous departure of her mother. the ton had welcomed her back into its social hierarchy with hesitation. whispers of her return after the embarrassment she endured swept the halls just as she did⎯while the lot had been dressed in bright, vibrant colors, she'd been decorated in a darker, maroon color, and it was evident madeline desired to be anywhere but here. it's a curious thought to ponder why she even bothered showing up, but the tired eyes of her father, her chaperone for the evening, answered those questions: she was doing it for him. the music that flooded the room, elegant and light, switched to a faster tune⎯the change brought a headache to her brow, and with no consideration for what was left of her reputation, madeline excused herself from the festivities. in the quietness of the room over⎯the library, she spots him, the younger brother of her dearest friend, morgan. "someone should alert the others⎯madison wilson, gone from his tower." she taunts him, "I must be hallucinating, you're the last person i'd expect here."

at least she warned me

eep!! i reached over 300 followers on this blog !! i feel blessed af & i truly do love you all. if we don’t rp? WTF. if we do, then YASSSS. thank you all for following my trash ass !! you guys have no idea how much yall mean to me even if we don’t talk. i know im an anxious mess and for you to deal with my emo posts? bless you okurrr? but legit if i follow you, i want to rp with you. i dont follow ppl just for the fuck of it.

these are my babes who deal with my shit the most xD & deserve a little para about them to show them my appreciation. 

@mixofmuses - duh my gf would be my numero uno. this bish is my everything and she deals with my shit on a daily basis. she is the most caring and understanding human i know. she’s gotten me through some of my hardest times and still does. this girl is my biggest cheerleader. i love you baby and i wouldn’t trade you for the world. can’t wait to visit you again and collect some more cuddles !! also our ships give me life. i also love that we started off the new year with meeting and having an amazing weekend together. i love you so damn much. you have no idea. and i miss you more everyday.

 @thewiildthings​ - HUBBY. you already know you’re very important to me. you are mom and nick is dad. but you’re also my husband so. i just love you, even when you scream at your tv “SHE’S BATMAN!!!” over and over again. you’re amazing and i can’t wait to visit you and dad again. and ofc my proncess. 

@ecdgame - ALYSSA. omg we legit talk every fucking day about nothing and everything. i love it. i really hope we get to meet this year and get to experience a concert together. but if we don’t? then for sure next year ! I PROMISE.... either way, we’re meeting at some point because i love you and i love fangirlling with you. you’re also an amazing friend/listener. and our ships fucking rock lbr. im also lowkey shook we haven’t exchanged numbers yet ha.

@anotherfxinglovesong - KRISSSSSSSSSSSS. we FINALLY got closer over the last few months. i feel like with every convo, we get even more so that’s good. i love you a lot and i wish i wasn’t so scared to text you sometimes but im GETTING BETTER I SWEAR. you’re so funny, sweet, and you have such a big heart. i really do want to meet you some day. COME TO LA SO I CAN TAKE YOU TO DISNEYLAND.

@effervescentrpx​ - naTTTT. GURL. you’re not only the liam to my mickey but you da real mvp. i love writing with you and talking to you when i can. you’re amazing and if our schedules coincided more, i feel like we’d be SO much closer but IMMA TAKE WHAT I CAN GET. 

@illuminatethesehcpelessplaces - Um i love you?? we’ve been getting closer lately and i just wanted you to know that i’ve really enjoyed talking to you more. you’re pretty awesome plus i made you 5sos trash so. you’re welcome. 

@nightmarecured - MICAH. i miss you so damn much. you and jacob. but mostly you shhh. i love that no matter how much time goes by, every time we see each other, it’s like no time has passed. you’re one of my best friends & i cannot wait to see ari with you again this year <3 i love you bish. you’re one of my ride or die’s. 

the babes i love seeing on my dash & try my best to keep in contact with or check up on. even though i suck at msging you guys, just know i think about yall all the time ! you guys are truly some of my dearest friends and i hope you guys know that if you ever need someone to talk to, you can msg me!

@wtfnoie @sadscngs @deadrosesindie @souvexirs @adoratixns @vcpours @vcdette @lxveleexinsxnity @waterlilics @darkenedangxls @moonsizes @pvrachute @segrxti 

these are the lovelies that i wish i talked to more or haven’t talked to at all but am too scared to cuz EEP !! 

@savedapologies @ashes1x1 @poeticxwolf @vivccious @intoyxurheart​ @meowindie @sidcofparadisc @unforgettablc @av3ngersassvmble 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MAIN SQUEEZE @adoratixns ILYSM !!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3

AUTUMN PREFERENCES // BOLD WHAT YOUR MUSE PREFERS AND TAG SOME PEOPLE:

1). go  apple  picking  vs.  go  on  a hay  ride 2).  scary  vs.  sweet 3).  sweaters  vs. boots 4).  socks  vs.  mittens 5).  bonfires  vs.  football 6).  trick-or-treating  vs. watch  scary  movies 9). bake  pie  vs. bake  cookies 10).  rain  vs. fog 11).  black  cats  vs.  owls 12).  ghosts  vs.  wizards 13).  harry  potter  vs. halloweentown 14).  go  hiking  vs.  sleep  in 15).  cinnamon  vs.  nutmeg 16).  reading  vs.  writing 17).  hot  chocolate vs.  tea 18).  live  in  a  cabin  in  a  forest  vs. have  it  be  fall  24/7 19).  candy  apples  vs. caramel  apples 20).  blankets  vs.  pillows 21).  roasted  marshmallows vs. roasted  chestnuts 22). coffee  vs.  apple  cider 23).  red  leaves  vs.  orange  leaves 24).  braids  vs. bows 25).  scented  candles vs.  the  smell  of  fresh  baked  goods 26). carve  pumpkins  vs.  make  pumpkin  pie 27).  pumpkin  spice  lattes vs.  chai  tea  lattes 28).  coats vs. oversized  sweaters 29).  beanies vs.  berets 30).  candy  corn vs. peanut  butter  cups 31).  jump  in  a  pile  of  leaves  vs.  swing  on  a  tire 32).  corn  maze  vs.  haunted  house 33).  bob  for  apples  vs.  visit  a  pumpkin  patch 34).  whipped  cream  on  hot  chocolate vs.  marshmallows  on  hot  chocolate

TAGGED BY: the bae @adoratixns

TAGGING: @mixofmuses @waterlilics @happyscngs @darkenedangxls  & whoever else wants to do it!