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#adn the idea of being able to make the apartment.......more livable?? more like a home as apposed to something we live in with all our shit?
mapleshmaple · 5 years
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#so!! thteres this petsotre that ive been visiting to go play with the dogs/they have a rescue area as part of a shelter there/??#and theres this dog i was going to see awhile ago named drew and he was so so so sweet and smart and when i had to leave#he whined and then the next time i went to see him again he got trans/fur/ed over to another location#btu!!!! now hes back!!!!! and we both were really happy to see each other and i missed the little fucker a lot#adn the idea of being able to make the apartment.......more livable?? more like a home as apposed to something we live in with all our shit?#and then being able to bring a dog into that home really motivates me and i told my mom abotu it and we got the bed raisers on my bed#so now i can fit stuff under it andd i did a lot of organizing and the bed thing took a lot out of me too so im kinda#on the ass end of passing out??? kinda???? im fuckign wiped but#i told her about how wanting to bring drew home motivated me and sshe said she was open to the idea of getting a dog andd that#means a lot to me?? cuz ive always wanted one and the one time we did get one we had to give him up cuz my dad was an ass about it#as he normally is/was andd i jsut got this rush of 'its gonna  be okay' and 'theres something worth living for' and#'you have options now' and i love options andn having all of everything laid out plain n simple for me to ppick and chose from#shjgkdsm god im. so fucking tired i cant word too good rn btu i got a lot of organizign done and im kinda proud of myself for that
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