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hologramhitgrrrl · 1 year

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Genuinely i cannot trust myself in winter i spent the last 3 months in this insane all devouring haze of ‘must move to a vibey city at any cost right now’ and the sun has come back and spring is here and now i’m dreaming of moving even further out of town and buying a house with a big garden to grow veggies and herbs and flowers and an orchard

#my two incompatible desires #i’ve now spent two nights out in my nearest city in the last month and i am so over cities #i just go full winter crazy #it’s like when i used to get awful pms and mood swings for two weeks every month #abd would be a totally unreasonable horrible person to all my loved ones then have to apologise every time my hormones cleared #winter does the same shit to me #nov-mid march is bad news #i think if i had a little house with a big garden maybe it would be alright even thru winter #i’d have evergreens and sit out and befriend the robins and crows #i’d build a treehouse and put a telescope and loads of blankies in there #i just want a big private garden and a cozy house #me and cities are over

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