damn, i was a stone cold bitch. xD i guess its nice to know ive struggled with this stuff for a long time? like it wasnt just me choosing to be a bitch but that i wasnt aware of how my words and feelings effected others outside of the scope of a single conversation (because other peoples words and feelings pretty much didnt effect me outside of the scope of a single conversation). age and emotionally intelligent friends really helped me a lot. i’m glad i went through all this at the time i did, cuz if i was going through it now, i’d be like cancelled cancelled.

but not for my opinions on lgbt+ matters.

even in my less emotionally mindful days, i was still very much unconcerned with what happened in other peoples bedrooms and who they were with