#a child has lived longer since the last time i fcked someone actually 4 if you count the almost r*p* wich didn't help wuth my trust issues
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i just really need to get things out my chest
#this last few months have been shit#and when i mean shit is really really shit#like i could deal with being the one no one wanted it has always been like this my whole life#but now that i started on the right medication for a freaking bipolar disorder that didn't help with unshitiness#i see how freaking miserable i am#all my friends have SOMEONE romantic or not they have a person to go to#i have no one i'm all alone and i've always been if something happens i have no shoulder to cry on i have to deal with it myself as usual#it made me strong yes but is not the best feeling having to sit there and realize if i don't pick myself up no one will#everyone is moving or going places and i feel stuck i'm stuck at my job at my house at my finacial status love life everything is stuck#i don't even know what im doing in college people seem to get a grip on what they are doing and im just super lost#to add a cherry on the top of the cake i dont have sex in 5 years 5 FREAKING YEARS thats one year less than the age of my coworker son#a child has lived longer since the last time i fcked someone actually 4 if you count the almost r*p* wich didn't help wuth my trust issues#anyway everything is chaos right now like i'm stuck inside of the eye of a hurricane i cant get out all i can do is stay there
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