I keep thinking of goals I have for myself and I've realized something

I'm on track to reach a lot of them. And the ones I thought I'd never reach? Somehow, I've reached a lot of them.

I still have goals that I know I will continue to work towards, and a lot of them are based on things I can't control, but wow.

One of my goals was to be someone that people would find cool or interesting.

I don't view myself as a cool person! I don't view myself as someone who people would want to talk to, or see and want to be friends with!

But I've been thinking about it, and somehow... Somehow some people view me like that. Somehow I'm on track to be like a friend of mine that I desperately want to be like. Somehow there are people who view me as that.

Or people who would. One of my goals in life is to be someone that my younger self could and would look up to. Someone that I would've wanted to be like. And it's kind of cool that I think I'm there. And I want to stay there.

Anyway, just thinking. I'm going to keep trying, and maybe, somehow, I'll make it to the rest of my goals. Maybe I'll be able to be like my friend. My friend thinks I have the potential to be better than him, and I don't think I do, but I'm going to try. I'm going to try to be someone people feel safe around, someone people want to talk to, someone little kids can see on a stage and be inspired by, someone who is free, someone responsible, someone who knows what is going on, someone who gives people gender envy, someone who does things, someone who people genuinely like.