2012 Raph witnessed his dad die i think we need more fics about that

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arrgg matey i want to be owowowo sick teehee giggles into my hand sobs throws up curls up into a ball and dies do you even understand my god given need to CRY???? i have never had acne but it spikes whenever i fucking cry stupid tears pH ythats so stupid why th efuck did thye hnage the pH if that affects my skin bc differing pH are my tear ducts a diff pH too?>? are my tear ducts dry ebcause theyre a diff pH to my tears?? or do i have dry eye because my tear ducts are also tear-pH??? pH is such a vibes word acronym sysnonssm thing i klvoe how its only the H thats capatalized its sooo vibes im so sorry to the screenreaders out there its its so late rn im so tired i want to cry im listnring to penelope scott and i want DEATH and i went to therapy an d vented and she aseked me if i kenw what Trauma went and i was like wait are you trauma truthing me??? and she absoulutely was anyway apaprenyly being put in a gaurded safe room isnt how you deal with suicidal children anwuay im goung to pass out now uwuwuwuwuwuwu gn

WHY I AM ANTI-SEX

SEX ISNT NATURAL. LIKE WHO EVEN DECIDED IT WAS OKAY TO STICK PEEPEE IN BUMBUM??? THATS WHAT POLITICIANS MADE US THINK WAS NORMAL. WHY DO YOU THINK ITS AWKWARD TO TALK ABOUT SEX?? BECAUSE ITS NOT NATURAL. SEX IS FOR FUCKING VIRGINS. REPRODUCING IS A SCAM MADE TO SUPPORT CAPATALISM!!

Im not sure I know how to be happy anymore. I am trying I just feel like im just waiting for another catastrophe to happen. I guess I'm scared to be hopeful...

I am happy i got this job. I dont hate it. I'm getting better and learning. Full time work is alot and i know ill have to do overtime once im not in training. Between 40-50 hours a week. Its a lot... But ill be on the same scheudle as my bf which is good. Im adapting to not seeing him much during the week while im training. Still sucks

I just. really dont like wasting my life at work. But the benifits are good, pay is okay, with options to move up and get raises. I was so stressed about health insurance and im so grateful i wont be without insurance.

On the other hand, when you have a lot of free time because of not working much you don't have money to do anything. I hate sitting at home. I guess thats your choices are work and be finacially stable and have health insurance or dont work(much) and be poor and not have health insurance. I hate capatalism. I just wish the balance of work and leasuire was better.

I just dont know. This world isnt for me. I'm sorry I'm so sad. I really wish I wasnt.

I gusss I'm kind of jaded, too. I did good in highschool, went to a community college when i shoulda went to uni, got cancer so i guess it all panned out. At least i didn't have to drop out of uni. Got a 2 year degree. Was on disability for 3-4 years until they kicked me off for not being sick enough. Jaded. I literally could stroke out tomorrow but not sick enough. Not old enough. Whatever. I dont want their money. Health insurance i did want.

Idk idk idk somehow i still ended up with this promising job offer and opportunity. I guess im lucky. I am lucky, i am blessed. Everything isnt as bad as it could be but im still sad. I hope i just need time to adapt.

I hope Scotty deosnt hate working all the time.

I just... Really need better days. I hope my physical health and my period are why im so down in the dumps and that it will improve soon. I know when this happened before that was the case. Thank god tomorrow is Friday.

I'm pretty sure everyone's salty bc the movie is about colonization and the first shot of the series' trailer is a train (that embodied it), then a white family? And I feel like Spirit's fight for freedom, independence and unwillingness to let anyone (excpet for Little Creek who understands him and faced the same) ride him is about fighting the colonization as well

Thats a fair point! Spirit was pretty ballsy about the fact it was completely unsympathetic to white '''settlers'''. The horse cartoon is a show for very young children, obviously capatalizing on how many kids saw the movie and wished they could be best friends. (Years after the kids have grown up, for some reason)It was a stupid and greedy move to shit all over one of animations most mature and brutally honest portrayls of manifest destiny, but the show itself is just harmless wish fulfillment. Its legit ifya dont like it, im more poking fun at the grown women on my dash getting mad at how 'special' lucky is, not even mentioning the racial stupidity.Im more pissed that the show isnt from the point of view of a lakota girl. The spirit in the show is a decendant of the movie, why couldnt our leading lady be a decendant of Little Creek?