#Theres genuienly no joy in watching the croatian nt and idk if its because the absolute soullessness of dalićball or my personal identity | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

whoevengaf · 8 months

Text

Ergo (the tags) this is not my fault at all but dalićs.... letting pricks and antivaxxers play... oh and guess what NATIONALISTS... letting these stellar players carry him through 10 matches of extra time.... who the FUCK wants to watch that??? Who wants to PLAY that game??? THIS IS WHY I NEED HIM TO BE FIRED

#Theres genuienly no joy in watching the croatian nt and idk if its because the absolute soullessness of dalićball or my personal identity #i literally never supported germany so i understand why i dont feel for it (i wasnt german in 2014 #i literally do not remember winning the wc at all... and then in 2018 they were so shit i didnt feel any pride) but whyyy croatia???#The first football match i remember was the wc 2014 brasil match where we got fucked over by the ref #my family does not support any club (my dad supports hajduk split but its more his identity than love for the team)#BUT the nt so how is it that the imposter effect i usually have supporting clubs i in theory have no relation to #ALSO gets in my head when i watch croatia #the one single team my heart should feel for makes me feel SOULLESS #every second i watch croatia i feel like a faker im watching it to PROVE myself.....#theres no team (except maybe Germany nt) where i feel OBLIGED to watch .... idk how to explain it #Forever and always ill feel like an ant among termites... supporting Bayern (welllll....) and Spurs and Liverpool...#eating and gnawing away at the wood even though I'm not supposed to eat it....#yet the one Croatian fig I'm offered is rotten and moulded... and the wood it hurts and I cannot digest it #i don't even know how to bite through it ...#favourite #AM i favouriting my own vent post because of those last few lines? yuuuuup im afraid i ate!#anyways im scared and i just want to be SOMEBODY #sham!s rambles

2 notes · View notes