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#TO SCOFF AT THOSE WHICH SHY AWAY FROM IT. TO IMPART IT WITH HIS OWN HANDS. AND SOMEWHERE IN THERE HE FEELS THE EXACT--
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#blood tw#SORRY i am on a roll now. i thought about this comic again and feel like a worm writhing in fresh mud or some shit#THE FACT THAT HIS COURT TRINKET SET QUOTE IS 'we're all falling apart...' LIKE AUGHH !!!!#'WHAT I ONCE FEARED I HAVE BECOME!' 'THROUGH PAIN AND AGONY I DRAG MYSELF TO THE LIGHT!' 'I NO LONGER NEED TO BE--#--TESTED! SEE HOW I SHINE!' MAN !!!!! SHUT UP !!!!!!!!!!#that last line is SO much. there is that fear of pain still ducking away somewhere inside of him still soem expectation of an END and a--#--reward for the suffering when to be a flagellant is to never see that beyond the finality of death !!! he finds righteousness and when--#--pushed to the edge superiority in his open acceptance of the pain but he still has those base human instincts !!!! AGH#TO SCOFF AT THOSE WHICH SHY AWAY FROM IT. TO IMPART IT WITH HIS OWN HANDS. AND SOMEWHERE IN THERE HE FEELS THE EXACT--#--SAME WAY#and right next to that animal fear is an animal anger. it finds a release through his righteous rage and his judgement of those afraid of--#--the burden but it is still right there and hungry#his comic makes me lose my mind it really does because like. that is not a benevolent embrace for people imparting--#--his deliverance he is laughing AT them for not understanding he wants to lord his knowledge over them because to him he is better--#--than them. as they find slow disgust in their own violence he welcomes it with literal open arms. man !!!!!!!!!!!!#i dont know what i am saying here. i dont know if it makes sense i just get so !!!!!!!!!! when i think about the flagellant for--#--any real amount of time. he has so much less dialogue than any of the other mercenaries because of his single affliction but there is--#--SO much packed into what there is it really is icnredible
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