Listening to this bit of you know how it is had me ASCENDING for the first time it’s so good oh my god. I can’t

july 6 2022.

The reason

It was a great day. The weather was nice, the sky clear and the sun shining. Everyone was happy. All of this was noticeable in the way the teams played. There where way more harmonised and the timing of there moves was better. And because of this no one in the 3rd gym expected was was happening right know. Lucius and Ana were in a fight. It was not even just for fun no it was a real fight with a lot of screaming. The other members couldn’t believe that this was happening. This two were the perfect team, the understand each other without words and knewed exactly what the other need. So why? How it even comes so far?

“For Gods sake Ana, can you please put this shit book down and train, because that’s the reason why we are her?” Lucius was angry no, he was beyond angry, he was furious. Every time, every fucking time he needs to drag the red-haired girl around, he needs to search her and to bring her to the training. “Children Luci only this one chapter and I will join you.” Ana was not impressed she knewed that day would come when Lucius snapps but she hadn’t imagen that it would be that bad. In I would even worse. The shoulders of the pinkhaired boy startet to shake and than you could literally see when he had enough, he just slapped the book out of Anas hands and started to getting louder. “ What the fuck ana, why do you always like this?” “Lucius what the hell, what do you think you’re doing, and why do you mean why I’m always like this?” slowly Ana gets worried and also even if she won’t admit it also slowly angry. “What I mean? I MEAN WHY TGE FUCK DO YOU EVEN PLAY VOLLEYBALL IF YOU DONT WANT TO PLAY?” the only response that Lucius got was silence and so he continued “ Every fucking tome were here you just get somewhere and read your silly books, you don’t want to train and you been a bother to me and to the other teammates because we need to search you, so what the hell is wrong with you, why do your even here?” Slowly Ana clinched her fist. “ First of all the reason why I’m planning and why I’m not training is not your problem, and if you don’t want to search for me than just don’t do it. And second of all my books are not silly, so please shut your mouth about things you don’t know. ” her word was cold and no one ever herd her speak in a such harsh tone to Lucius. “ Oh naturally I don’t know why you’re planning or why you even read this shit, MAYBE IT IS BECAUSE I BARLEY SEE YOU WITH OUT THIS SHIT AND YOU ONLY JUST TALK ABOUT YOUR FANDOMS WHICH IM NOT INTERESTED IN.” his voice gets louder and his eyes burned like they were on fire, “ Your lazy, and are a bother to other, we’re a Goddamn team you nerd so wake up and play with the others and lay your books besides.” Lucius knew he was not fair to her, he knew that that what he was saying was rude and totally an asshole move. “BESIDES THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO YOU CAN TALK TO YOU DONT NEED TO HIDE YOU BEHIND THIS STUPID PIECE OF PAPERS.” at this point Ana couldn’t stand it anymore “SHUT UP LUCIUS, SHUT UP ABOUT THINGS YOU DON’T KNOW, YOU DONT KNOW HOW IMPORTANT THESE BOOKS ARE TO ME. YOU KNOW WHAT EVEN IF I TALK TO TGE PEOPLE TGEY LEAVE BUT MY BOOKS ARE ALWAY THERE, THERE HAVE A PLACE WHERE I CAN RELAX AND BE FREE, SO SHUT UP. In the end even you will leave, because you already did once.” with this last whisperd words Ana leaved the gym with teary eyes. And Lucius, he looked like someone has punched hin and also as if he has realised something. “ Well Lucius you fucked up. ” it was Rudy who startet to talk again followed by Sayako which just said that she will go after Ana. “ Can you please tell us what happened rights now because I don’t understand. I always thought you two were a unstoppable team.” As the boy looked up he seems like he was about to cry. “ I think I just messed up pretty bad. I just snapped because I noticed a long time ago that our relationship whas different, to be honest it changed after I got in middle school. I noticed that she separate her self even more behind her books and she doesn’t event want to talk about her private life she just keep mumbling about her fandoms and her books. And now after I heard her words I realised why she acts like this. ”

###with Sayako and Ana###–

At first it was a little difficult to find Ana but then Sayako decided to go to there usual read and nap spot, and luckily The girl was there. Slowly she got to Ana and ask her what just happened. “ I mean it’s normal to fight for friends, but this seems to have a bigger meaning.” Ana just looked with her red eyes to her. “ I… Just… I knowed that Lucius will snap someday… And I wouldn’t even mad about it I mean I know that I can be exhausting and also sometimes annoying, but the commentary about the books really hurts me. ” “But why, I can understand some passions but I have no one se reacting about books like you do Ana.” The girl taked her glasses of and rubbt her eyes. “ You see Lucius and I where always together, it was since I can even remember me, and than he got to middle school, and so much changed for me. I was alone and it was worse for me. I mean a wasn’t bullied or something but it was just so that I had no one in my class or in my school. And then I started to read, I read and read and git lost in this beautiful world of imagination but until the I even wasn’t nearly obsessed with books like I’m use to be today. After some time I noticed that not only the kids on my school doesn’t want to be around me but also Lucius, I know he doesn’t mean to hurt me or even done this on purpose but it still hurts, and I started to read even more, also I started watch different shows and to play games, I need to distract me. And it worked for me, and then I got also to middle school,…. But the damage in our relationship was already done. I can’t stand to be alone and even now I Love Lucius to death but because of that I’m scared to loose him, I’m scared to loose all of you, that’s why I need my books. I need something that will ground me, something that helps me to separate my imagination and the real world. ” Sayako looked with soft eyes on the other girl and huged her. “ You don’t need to be scared to loos us, ne and I think the others will say that too will always be here for you and for each other.” Sayako looked in her eyes. “ And hiw Rudy said, we might be in different teams, but together we can make something great and even if we’re nor related in some strange way we are our own little crazy family. ” “Ana?” A soft voice called her from the back. “Lucius! Did you here everything?!” “Yes sorry I came here to apologise, I didn’t knew how much I was hurting you, in the past and also know. I couldn’t even imagine how important these books are for you so I’m sorry for everything I said and please please talk to me like you used to do, because I swear I will not leave you not a second time, how could I you’re my little sister.” “You know that you’re an idiot.?” “Yes I know and I’m sorry…I….” At this point Ana just huged him “You may be an idiot but you’re my idiot.”