the first time i heard lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off by panic! at the disco i was, i think 12 or 13. i was old enough to be able to tell it was about sex but too young to really know what sex was, exactly. i had heard of testosterone and knew that it was the sex hormone more commonly found in human males than females, but i didn’t know what the word harlequin meant. so when i heard the line “so testosterone boys and harlequin girls,/will you dance to this beat and hold a lover close?” i just assumed harlequin was the female sex hormone. i don’t remember how old i was when i found out what estrogen was.