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#Set up some ttpe of rules to prevent me being hurt but i have no experience so i cant say what a rule would be stupid and what would be
mrfoox
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Ok over an hour later and no im still a mess...
#miranda talking shit
#I know i wont find an answer today bc i need time to weight pros and cons etc but like... My mind really is all over
#Do i have the right to set some kind of rules? He's more experienced than me and this was his idea. Meanwhile im a virgin and basically not
#Done much at all... Would it be crazy if i set some rules or boundaries anf what would those be? The obvious is. If i say im uncomfortable
#It stops. That goes for him too. But idk if i can demand more and what it would be? I at one hand cant see myself setting the pace
#Bc im so anxious and shy... Plus i wonder if theres anything one can do about ... Me feelinh potentially used? I dont know
#Thats a worry for me. That he'll just want to f me and then hes gone. He said he wouldn't bc he cares about me
#But its a worry? But how would that... Work... He have to give me a hug before he leaves? Would that be stupid idk.
#My biggest fears is that I'll feel used or develop more feelings. I think i have the feelings under control. I obviously like him already
#But if we do this we would go in with those expectations. Id not expect him to love me like that... I feel like i should for my own saftey
#Set up some ttpe of rules to prevent me being hurt but i have no experience so i cant say what a rule would be stupid and what would be
#Helpful/reasonable? I also know. We wont go all the way any time soon. He said that to me that he knows that im still a virgin
#And he would not want to be the one to take it if i wasnt completely comfortable with it. He knows that if we do iy it'll be very
#Well... Mild for a long time unless always. I know anyone who knows me will most likely scream and tell me not to... But also more than 50%
#Of me really wants to... I feel like if this is a mistake? He'll be the best person I'd be able to do that mistake with? Does that make
#Any sense? Because i trust him and like him and i feel like he does the same for me... I feel he would listen to me and respect me and not
#Force me or push himself on me? And im definitely curious... Like yeah... And id kinda want to get some more experience... And gasp
#Have fun??? Like when we discussed this even i laughed. He made me laugh during this. So i was obviously comfortable enough to do that
#I guess this is an brain vs heart thing... Am i stupid and selfish for wanting this bc it'll potentially feel good and I'll feel wanted?
#Maybe. Probably. But also... I can not think of any mistake like this ive ever made in my life. I havent allowed myself to do stupid shit
#Ive not gotten stupid wasted or done something like that in my teens... This feels. If it'll hurt I'll learn from it and not be scarred
#Forever? But i dont know. I think big part is that its new and exciting and all that and i want something like that... I want to feel
#Something like that.... At least for a while as long as its actually fun...
#Any advice or thoughts please do share. I know i sound naive and stupid bc i am honestly... But is that only a bad thing?
#Idk genuinely so... Any thoughts I'll take anything. Or questions or any own experience i just need some others views
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