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#SO THIS IS WHAT I THINK ABOUT EVERY TIME I HEAR LOVESTAY
yangjeongin · 1 year
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i swear i love lovestay so much but i will either cry or come close to tears Every time i hear it i have  problems
#carly.txt#2020 and earlier hyunjinators know#first half of 2021 was lowkey so hard#then carlyline w hyunjin at the helm come thru and create the most beautiful song ever#to end off that year#sometimes i randomly remember hyunjin's . fanclub only new years message after the lovestay video#where he said he realized he was loved in every season#and i cry again SDSDGSDGDDDG#bc my concern during his hiatus and scandal and all that was. does he know how loved he is among all the negative comments#does he know how loved he still is even though he made a mistake and he's not perfect#so it came as such a relief to hear him say that bc i was so worried about that that entire year tbh#SO THIS IS WHAT I THINK ABOUT EVERY TIME I HEAR LOVESTAY#like. do y'all understand how lucky and blessed we are that he even came back at all#sometimes i forget he was ever gone and then IT HITS and i'm like wow. i am so grateful u exist and we still get to exist alongside u#i am mean to him  to cope w the fact that i love a MAN THAT DOESN'T EVEN KNOW ME this much#anyway. i hope he looks back at that time in his life and isn't bitter or sad and instead sees it as something that helped him grow#and i hope that's the darkest part of his career and that he can live successfully and happily#y'all would not BELIEVE how hard i just cried#lovestay is just such a beautiful and soft and gentle song that is so full of love just like the person that made it#it means so much to me and so does he#sorry everyone i'm having an emotional week this is my second night in a row crying over something or other SDFSDGDGDG
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hyunpic · 2 years
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i did read it all! i love how much you love him and how much he means to you, you said two things about him that really resonate with me, he is SO inspiring, like he actually made me pick up hobbies i abandoned because i didn't feel good enough at them, his passion and his will to learn and express himself as sincerely as possible actually made me realize that painting is something i really wanna do and improve at, not to be the best but to be happy with myself, and also what you said about him being 100% honest and not faking anything, i feel like skz are really good at that, you get a lot of genuine reactions with them, i know it's not always easy because this is a product in a capitalist society after all but they feel real to me, that's why i love them so much too ❤️ loved hearing your beautiful words about hyunjin, what words do you associate with each member?
im glad to hear he’s been a great influence to you as well and you have been picking up on painting again. he would be happy to hear that too im sure <3 and i really agree with you on how skz feels genuine and real about everything 💘💘
i think for the words that first come to my mind when i think of each member.. hmmm. hyunjin: love, home & enchanting.. i really do feel like he’s shaped with 100% pure love and it’s also because he came up with the phrase lovestay. i also feel like he has this ability of making you feel comfortable and home like whenever and he’s very charming, almost fairytale like which makes me think of the word enchanting. for chan: loyalty and comfort. he will fight for his members and will always be there for them and he has this very comforting aura that makes me feel at ease. he could just say hi and i would feel instantly better felix: everglow & healing.. he’s always radiated that everglow feeling which to me is all about warmth and happiness and he’s the sunshine after all. healing because he uses that word literally every chance he gets, it has a grip on him lol but also he is very healing as a person <3. seungmin: calmness & genuineness. i think he balances the group out well with him being a calm listener most of the times and his voice has this ability on me that makes me feel very calm. i also think he’s very genuine in his heart, like he just wants the best for everyone. jisung: laughter, ace & dude [affectionately]: he always makes the mood for everyone and fills the room with laughter, it’s his gift. also him being an ace is self explanatory. he can do it all. i had to mention ”dude” as well because he really is the dudest dude there is lol. minho: care & confidence. i think of caring when i think of lino. he cares about animals and humans and he’s always trying to help others who are in need. confidence came to my mind when i see him on that stage dancing and he just does everything so confidently like he has it all figured out, he knows what he’s doing and he knows he’s doing it well. changbin: softness & genius. he’s such a soft human being always calling his members worrying where they are at when they have been gone for too long, as if he’s their protector of some sort - it’s as soft as it can get. then he’s also a genius because he has the ability of touching and approaching the realest human emotions through his lyrics and it always leaves me amazed. only a genius can do so me thinks. jeongin: joy & star. i think of joy when i think of innie. i always associate him with that big bright joyful smile when he’s on stage or doing vlives. just the thought brings me so much serotonin. also star because he’s our lil star and he shines brightly ✨💞
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