i'm at the last dinner i'll have to have with my dad while i'm here & i started out the night getting AAAALLLL the Good Daughter points by offering to pay (knowing full well he would insist) AND remembering he fucking. says grace in public restaurants before eating. then for some reason the specific sound of him praying in exactly the same tone with exactly the same prayer he always uses set off my fight-or-flight so fucking hard that i've now ducked into the bathroom to catch my breatjh. jesusu fucking. cherist.

hashtag princess luz antics I GUESS.