#MAYBE I WILL MAKE A PATREON AND STOP PITTING MY LOVE OF ESSAY WRITING AGAINST MY LOVE OF NOT BEING HOMELESS PERHAPS??? | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

vergess · 1 year

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well if you do a sub/kinky reading of harker upon reread i'd eat it up

TBH at this point I'm slowly coming to terms with the fact that Bram Stoker: Too Gay to Live Too Anxious to Die may have to be a book.

Monstrous, I know.

But being able to write out the interconnected essays on Bramothy's Accidentally Turbo Queer Found Family Horror Fantasy and then present them in a curated section order seems handy.

Plus if they're all chapters instead of separate essays I can get away with titles like 'We Love You Mina Harker' and 'Jonathan Harker's Gender Markers' without the sheer informality of the titles being detrimental to the essays themselves.

However, this would mean Writing A Book, something which I have not done in a great many years and frankly never really wanted to do again, given how miserable yet fruitless it was the first time.

(Note: If a 19 year old writes an ensemble sci fi novel that never sees publication you may assume its because it was a terrible novel. This is certainly the case for me. Honestly, not having it attached to my name in public probably did me favours in the long run. If you somehow bought one of the three digital copies it ever sold: no the fuck you did not and if I hear one WORD about it you'll be killed where you stand)

Maybe I'll make a neocities.

#MAYBE I WILL MAKE A PATREON AND STOP PITTING MY LOVE OF ESSAY WRITING AGAINST MY LOVE OF NOT BEING HOMELESS PERHAPS???#That's in all caps because executive dysfunction and fear around asking people to Pay Me For My Skills #mean I've been trying to open it since October but instead I hve another panic attack whenever I try

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