S/O flinches every time they want to hug her - Super Junior reaction (A/F)
Summary | Reader flinches every time a member wants to give her a hug.
Genre | angst, minimal fluff
Warnings | mentions the following: trauma, childhood trauma, mental health. Don't read if this triggers you. The boys comforting you.
Pairing | reader x members
WC |.
Note | Requested by @leehyukjaes-wife
Original Request: SUju - reacts when S/o flinches every time they try to hug her (Story she got hit and bullied a lot growing up so now she's scared when people get their hands around her)
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Heechul knew about your past, he knew that you got bullied a lot during your younger years. Some even hit you right up to the point that human contact was something you feared. He tried to be understanding, he tried to keep to himself once he noticed you didn't want to hold him. But something inside of him keeps trying for gaining your trust.
He slowly and silently wraps his arm around your shoulder as you grab something to drink in the kitchen. Your body freezes instantly on high alert even knowing that Heechul would never hurt you the way they did. ''Can you please remove your arm?'', you ask with a lump in your throat. ''I'm sorry''.
''Never apologize, we will work on this together and I'm here for you, always''.
Leeteuk got scared the first time you pushed him away as he was trying to hug you. He thought that you didn't want him or that he did something wrong until you came back after a long hot shower explaining to him what happened.
''Do you want to watch a movie?'', he asks as he sits down next to you on the couch. You nod, grabbing the remote and you both try to find a good movie.
After a while, you lay your head down on his lap, your eyes are getting heavier and before you know it you are off to dreamland. Leeteuk caresses the skin on your arm, softly and gently with tiny strokes.
''We will overcome this, step by step''.
After a few dates, Yesung tried to hug you but you refused, excusing yourself and you ran back to your car. Yesung was confused but also very intrigued to find out why you behaved like this.
''I thought you needed some snacks'', he says before you let him into your apartment with a bag full of snacks. ''Or is this weird after 5 dates?''. You just chuckle.
Yesung didn't even have to start about that evening as you sit down next to him, telling him the story you don't really talk about.
''I promise you, I will be there and we will find a way for you to be comfortable with me''.
After a few months of dating, he kinda knew what was going on. He understood, but also kind of disappointed that he couldn't wrap his arms around you. He just wanted to hold you, to protect you.
''Can we try again?'', he asks as you both are getting ready to leave for work. ''I really want to hold you''.
You are unsure, you tried many times but it never worked out the way you both wanted it. You nod, Shindong appeaches you slowly, wrapping his arms around you. Your body freezes but for some reason you place your head on his chest.
''Your past is behind you, I'm here and I will protect you no matter what''.
Siwon is a gentleman, not pushing your boundaries at all. But he sometimes wishes that you would hold him or that he could wrap his arms around you during the night.
''Babe, maybe we can try with just one arm?'', you suggest, having a feeling of guilt wash over you every time you watch Siwon retract his arms. Siwon sits down next to you on the couch, his arm on your shoulders. He notices your body react, frozen in place and you can't even move away from him.
''It's just me. I'm here. I will never hurt you, never''. He places a kiss on your temple, whispering the same words over and over again.
Eunhyuk knows everything about you, including your past. He invited you to a party a few weeks ago and you were very reluctant to go. You don't like crowds of people, loud music, and being home late but you made an exception for him.
Eunhyuk holds your hand as you both walk through the big hall where a lot of people are talking, dancing, and drinking. He greets a friend of his, you know him from a few double dates. As soon as the friend leans in to give you a hug, your body retracts itself, walking backward while still holding onto Eunhyuk's hand.
''Don't act so silly, it is just a hug''. Eunhyuk glares at his friend, he wished he could have stepped at the moment the friend leaned in, but it all went so fast. ''Never ever try to hug her again, you don't know her reasons. Not everybody is like you''. He turns to you with a smile on his face.
''Let's go home and watch Harry Potter''.
Donghae knows you are not into PDA at all, you told him after a few dates that you don't like physical contact, but not the reason for it. Donghae tried to hug you this evening when you came home exhausted from work. You pushed him away and locked yourself up in the bedroom.
''I'm sorry baby, just please let me in and tell me what is going on''.
You are hesitant to open the door, but you do it anyway. You sit down on the bed with him, opening up about your past, the bullying, and the beatings you endured. He doesn't know what to do because holding you is not an option.
''Let me tell you this, I will never hurt you and I will do everything in my power to help you get through this''.
Ryeowook sometimes gets frustrated with the fact he can't hold you or place his arm around you. It resulted in a fight and both of you said some things that you shouldn't have.
''I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said those things to you. And most importantly, I shouldn't get angry with you over your past'', he mumbles as he stands in front of you. You came home after you ran out to your friend's house.
''I'm sorry for reacting that way, so I decided that maybe it is the best to just get over it''. Ryeowook is confused and the confusion gets bigger once you wrap your arms slowly around his waist, you put your head against his chest and you sigh deeply.
''We should give and take in a relationship''.
Kyuhyun lies down on the sofa, scrolling through instagram on his phone and he hears you coming home. He waits for you in the living room. ''Hey babe'', you mumble and you sit next to him on the sofa. He places his phone down on the table, placing his hand on yours to show a sign of affection.
''You are tired'', he notices the dark circles under your eyes. ''Why don't you join me on the couch?''. Kyuhyun knows about your past and he tries every few days to put his arm around you or just show some affection that you are not used to.
You carefully crawl over him, placing your body next to him and you rest your head against his chest. ''Can I wrap my arm around you?'', he asks politely, pressing a kiss on your forehead. You nod, tired of letting your body get control over things that happened ages ago.
''Small steps are important, now rest, you deserved it''.
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