#Kind of messed up; but giving my two weeks notice and officially leaving retail is kind of preparing me for being disfellowshipped
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So I got a shitload of work done on the corridor scene. I’m still not onto the next part of it; but I am closer.
#Also: the job switch was successful!#I now have five months to find a summer job so I can save enough to get an apartment of my own#Like a few months’ rent or whatever#Because once a certain date hits I am Packing The Fuck Up#Kind of messed up; but giving my two weeks notice and officially leaving retail is kind of preparing me for being disfellowshipped#I know everyone on the ExJW forums says not to meet with the elders because they’ll traumatize you#but honestly? I wanna see how fucked up they can get. I’ve never once been on the bad side of anyone here#(except my parents obviously)#I want to see the way they treat me flip like a light switch so I know I’m making the right decision#And I want the sense of finality#I’ll be symbolically killing myself — or killing off the sanitized version of myself I’ve been forced to project#In other news; my dad wants me to go back to my old workplace as a customer and try to convert the nice old lady there because#she’s rightly disposed and “seems like a nice genuine person”#FUCK OFF
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