I’ve recently gotten closer to a group of girls in one of my classes and they’re super nice but I’ve been sat here trying to have a normal conversation where I don’t bring up Star Wars, my art acc or gaming and it’s HARD
Like oh yea I like this game rdr2 :)
Acting as if I like it a normal amount meanwhile in every conversation I’m suppressing the urge to talk about Arthur Dumbass Morgan and John Meow Meow Marston the fictional middle aged cowboys
Like oh yea I love Star Wars!
and then I become very aware of my Star Wars wallpaper or my silly little Obi-Wan Kenobi picture in the back of my phone or the fact that in the background of EVERY FaceTime is an A3 empire strikes back poster-
I love my interests but man oh man is my neurodivergent showing I’m probably known as the Star Wars/gaming girl of my year group 😭 😭
I got Red Dead Redemption on the switch because I love RDR2 and it really reinforces that John Marston is just the most pathetic man ever. He literally gets shot within the first 20 minutes of the game and almost dies.
the disconnect between the way random dudes on the internet talk about john marston and the way he is in my brain is so insane to me. like he is a venerable, stone cold badass TO YOU. however he is ACTUALLY my poor little meow meow