Summary bc this got way too long but feel free to read the rest for more detail: I love and appreciate u guys sm! But rn I feel I need to leave tumblr in order to improve my health! I will always remember and miss u, goodbye and stay safe! <3

So I havent been regularly active on here in like 4 or so months but Ive still been checking in every few weeks. And i know that a lot of ppl aren’t even on my blog anymore thanks to me getting td, them getting td, or yk me being completely missing for weeks on end lol, but to anyone still following me I wanted to explain whats going on:

First off, I love everyone I’ve interacted with on here sm! This community is so funny, supportive, and loving and has genuinely changed my life in so many ways. I just wanted to say that I rlly appreciate u guys and always will, but ive decided to leave tumblr.

Ive noticed that being on here always pulls me in further to my disorder (Ex. feeling competitive, thinking about my ed even more often, gaining new fear foods, generally feeling more encouraged to keep going, etc). I think that even thoigh im sacrificing a support system and am going to miss u guys sm, leaving this community will be positive and allow me to focus more on being genuinely healthy rather than just losing weight and getting sicker. I’m not rlly trying to recover rn bc this is still a coping mechanism for me but hopefully I can at least be a little closer to what recovery is like lol.

So this post feels a little unnecessary and like I think im more important than i am but idc I just wanted to let u guys know that im okay and didn’t pass away or anything like that, bc I tend to think the worst when a moot goes inactive lol. Sorry this got so long btw. Also I’m not deleting my actual acc, just in case I find that I rlly need/want to come back. Which yk is pretty possible. 🤷‍♀️ Okay I think thats pretty much everything I wanted to say… sooo goodbye! I’ll miss u and wish u all the best! <333

*looks at 5 unread messages from last tuesday* ah.