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#I've been pregnant for 81 weeks
emeraldgenevieve · 7 years
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End of my tether.
Woke up around 4 (it's now 4:58) to pee AGAIN. Hips are broken. Can't get back to sleep. I've had 3 or 4 light contractions. I doubt anything will happen but thought it was worth documenting. I'm currently 40+9 now 😩😩
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surveystodestressme · 7 years
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15.
A – Accidents
01. Have you ever been in a car accident? i've been in three actually lol
02. Do you have a lot of scars? kind of..
03. Have you ever been in a fist fight with someone? no
04. Have you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake? not like physically
05. Have you ever had stitches? Where? not that i know of
B – Beauty
06. Do you consider yourself beautiful? yeah, i think i am
07. Are you self conscious of how you look? not at all.
08. Do you put on a lot of makeup? i only put makeup on occasionally and when i do it's only lipstick or eyeliner
09. Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery? nah
10. What do you think makes a person beautiful? their personality and how they treat others.
C – Consequences
11. What was the longest amount of time you’ve been grounded for? not very long. my parents never stuck to it
12. What would you do if you got pregnant, keep it or have an abortion? i really want to say that i'd do the right thing and have the baby then just give it up for adoption... but at this point in my life, i really can't have a child so i honestly don't know
13. Do you ever think about how your actions affect other people? sometimes i do.
14. What do you think is the worst punishment someone could give you? taking my loved ones away from me
15. What is one thing you wish you didn’t do, just because it wasn’t worth it in the end? i'm not for sure
D – Dealing
16. When you are mad at someone, how do you show them? i'll usually say really passive aggressive things or just say that i want to be left alone
17. Name a time when you had to be strong. when i was giving up on hurting myself. i mean, i guess i shouldn't say it like that. when i decided to get help and stop hurting myself. it was hard to get help and it was a hard thing to stop.
18. Have you ever dealt with a divorce or parents fighting? Any kind of abuse at home? my parents have fought before but nothing serious
19. When people at school don’t accept you, or have problems with you, how do you react? well, when i went to school, i just ignored them. i was so used to getting picked on that i just figured it was always gonna happen, ya know?
20. Have you ever lost someone to death? Explain how you got through it. honestly, the most traumatizing death i've ever gone through was my cat, lilly. she was 16 years old. she was a part of my life since i was 3 years old. she was so important to me. she slept with me every single night, under the cover and cuddled up next to me. she was so lovable. i saw her deteriorate over her last year of life. it was so hard because i saw her become really lazy, she lost half of her body weight, she stopped eating, she stopped sleeping with me, she even cried whenever people tried to pet her. it was so hard to get over her death because she was everything to me. she was the best cat ever. i will never forget her
E – Experience
21. Have you ever had a job? Any volunteer jobs? i've had several
22. Do you think that you are sexually experienced, or not at all? i mean, i think i'm pretty experienced.
23. Have you gone through a lot emotionally, or has life been easy thus far? i've been through a lot in the past.
24. Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)? i will be once i finish college
25. How old do you act? i think i act my age
F – Family
26. Is there anyone in your family you don’t talk to? Why? nah
27. If you had to choose, family or friends? family probably
28. Can you tell your parents or one of your parents anything? yeah, i think so
29. Do you have any siblings? If so, do you ever get jealous of them? two. i used to get jealous of my sister all the time because all the people that i had crushes on always had a thing for her and it annoyed me lol
30. How often do you spend ‘quality time’ with family members? at least once a week if not more
G – Growing
31. How tall are you? How tall do you wish you were? i'm 4'11" and i wish i was at least 5 foot lol
32. Do you think that you have grown more in the past year than any year before that? lol no
33. As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish? i think i'm pretty mature
34. Are you scared to think that one day you will turn 30, then 40, then 50? nahh i have no reason to be scared. i'm actually excited for the future
35. Do you believe you still have a lot to learn? absolutely
H – Hope
36. Love – real or not? real
37. Are you a pessimist of an optimist? optimist
38. Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way? i think actions lead the way definitely
39. Do you think that after we die our spirit is still alive? i don't think so
40. What gives you hope when you just feel like dying? i have people who love and care about me who are always here for me
I – Issues
41. Do you suffer from depression or constant sadness/loneliness? i used to, but i've got it under control now
42. Do you have any type of disease or disability? nope
43. Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex? nada
44. Do you think that you are alone in this world? absolutely not
45. How often do you think about death, suicide or running away? not anymore at all.
J – Jokes
46. Say a word or phrase that would not be funny to anyone but you & one of your friends (an inside joke) darude sandstorm
47. Are you usually the one who makes people laugh,Or the other way around? i make people laugh a lot
48. Do you cry when you laugh hard? sometimes i do, but it's not super common
49. Write down a hilarious moment you had with someone that makes you laugh to this day! i can't think of anything right now
50. Do you ever get in trouble for laughing or talking a lot during class? lol yes, honestly. in high school they used to move me to sit by other people and then i'd just talk to them too.
K – Knowledge
51. The purpose of school: to learn, to cause trouble or to hang out with friends? to learn
52. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average? smart.
53. What was the highest grade you have received (full course mark) ever? i finished high school and am currently attending college
54. What was your last average? This year would you like to maintain it or aim higher? i have no idea, i usually get between A's or B's
55. What do you find the most interesting subject to be (to study or to talk about)? science
L – Love
56. Are you currently in love? If not, have you been before? yes i am!
57. Do people around you show you a lot of love (tell you they love you, hug you, kiss you, etc.)? i think so
58. Is love worth it? i believe so
59. Do you hate it when girls in their young teenage years say they ‘love’ someone that they’ve been dating for a few months? it used to bother me, but honestly some people just fall really fast and that's okay. i told jack i loved him after only dating for 3 months so i definitely believe someone can honestly just fall in love quickly and that's perfectly normal.
60. Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone, or is it just a word? i only tell people i love them if they mean a lot to me
M – Money
61. Do you believe that money makes the world go round? yeah
62. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average when it comes to money? probably just slightly below average
63. Are you saving up for college/university, or planning to? i'm in college now
64. Would you rather win millions of dollars & be set for life, or find the perfect person to marry & start a family with? well, i've already found the perfect person so i'd rather win the millions
65. On a scale of 1-10, how important is money to you? 8
N – Naughty
66. Are you a virgin? nope
67. What do you think about doing sexual things with someone you’re not going out with? i don't judge people that do it, it doesn't bother me any
68. Do you know anybody you consider a ’slut’? What makes you say that? nah, i don't judge people based on how much sex they do or don't have
69. If you could, would you erase some things you did in the past or make it so you did more? nahhh
70. Do you consider yourself more nice or more naughty? You can’t say both! nice i guess lol
O – Openness
71. How long does it take for you to open up to someone? it usually takes some time
72. What does it take for you to fully trust someone? it takes some time for me because i've been screwed over before.
73. Are you generally untrusting towards people because of past experiences, or any other reason? ^^^^
74. When are you comfortable with someone sexually? i don't know, when i trust them fully, i guess??
75. When it comes to parents and close friends, what’s the limit of what you can tell them? i tell my parents anything if they ask, and same goes for friends.
P – Positive
76. Have you ever had an experience with someone that didn’t necessarily end positively? If so, would you rather erase the memory of that person because of the sad times or keep the memory of that person because of the good times? i mean, yeah i've had bad experiences with people but those experiences have made me who i am today and i wouldn't be me without experiencing those things
77. Do you agree with the saying: better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all? yes and no. i'd rather to have loved and continue to be loved and love in return lol
78. Are you more optimistic or pessimistic? What do you try to be? optimistic
79. Do you agree that something good can come out of everything? sure
80. Have you ever had a time where something really bad happened, but something really good happened because of it? If so, please explain what it was: i'm sure i have but i can't think of anything
Q – Questions
81. When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself? i try to figure it out myself before asking for help
82. Do you often question the world and how we came about? What are some things you would like to know about creation? i don’t question it at all.
83. Do you think the government is truthful? If you could ask the president one question, what would it be? let’s be real, probably not.
84. When someone does something wrong to you, do you confront them and ask them why they did it or just let it go? i will probably confront them
85. What is one unsolved mystery about the world that you want answers to? the kennedy assassination or the moon landing
R – Respect
86. How do you show respect? manners
87. What can someone do for you to lose all respect for them? be disrespectful, hurt someone on purpose, do something completely wrong or illegal
88. Do you respect your teachers, parents, and other authority figures? yeah
89. When you are disrespectful to your parents, what is the punishment? they just yell at me or send me to my room
90. If someone is mean to you, are you mean back or do you kill them with kindness? it depends on the person/situation
S – School
91. If you are still in school, what grade will you be going into? junior yr of college
92. When will you graduate high school/college? a couple years still
93. After high school, what did you do/are you planning to do? i took a year off from school then i went to the junior college by my house
94. Do you like or hate school? What do you like/hate about it? i love it
95. Have you ever been suspended, expelled, or dropped out of school? nah
T – Temptation
96. Have you ever done something wrong, knowing it was wrong, because something inside of you said it was okay? several times
97. Has anyone ever pressured you to smoke or drink? Did you do it? yeah, that's how i got into smoking cigarettes. but i drank all on my own.
98. Did you ever cheat on someone? Why did you do it? nah
99. Did you ever want to do something sexual with someone you didn’t really know or love? What did you end up doing? i wanted to. i knew him but we were just friends, i almost had a threesome with him and my best friend when i was really drunk
100. Do you give in to temptation easily, or are you more independent and strong willed? independent
U – Unique
102. Do you do a lot of things because your friends are doing it? i used to be like that but no more
103. Do you follow trends, wear whatever you want, or wear really unique pieces? i wear what i want
104. Do you give in easily to peer pressure? Do you do things such as smoke, drink, or have casual sex? not usually
105. What makes you different from people your age? i don't really know lol
V – Value
106. What’s the most expensive thing in your room? my computer
107. What’s more valuable: your life or the lives of your loved ones? Would you sacrifice your life for other people? my loved ones are more important, i would sacrifice myself for them in a heartbeat
108. What is something you value not because it cost a lot, but because it means a lot to you? my baby blanket
109. If there was a fire in your house/apartment, what is the first thing you would grab? my cat!!
110. Do you think past memories and experiences are more valuable than what could possibly happen in the future? they’re about the same.
W – Wishes
111. If you had three wishes, what would they be? happiness and a sense of accomplishment
112. Would you rather wish yourself to be happy, or your loved ones? my loved ones.
113. Do you believe that wishes come true if you really believe in them? nah
114. Have you ever had a wish come true? If so, what was that wish? not that i can think of
115. Do you find wishing for things a waste of time because everything that’s meant to happen, will happen? kind of
Y – You
121. Are you more independent or social? independent
122. What is something that makes you very mad when you see it? crime, rape, abuse
123. Do you think that you have potential to do great things? absolutely
124. Do you think people are born a certain way, or develop their personalities based on what they go through in life? nurture over nature.
125. Do you think people are generally good? everyone can be good
Z – Zest
126. Are you currently happy with your life? Why or why not? yes i am happy with my life
127. Do you go on FacebookCraze.com to get facebook survey’s and quizzes like this one? nope i get them from tumblr
128. When change occurs, do you get scared or are you excited for it? depends on if it's change that's going to benefit my life or not
129. Do you like to try new things, meet new people? yes i do
130. What is the most motivational thing in the world? idk.
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