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wooahaes · 2 years

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I kept wanting to message you again and again but aaah life keeps taking over >_< Anyway, as you might have guessed: it's layton anon here Did you manage to do your discussion board post or are you still on it? Hope it goes well<3 My essay is... uhm... yeah let's just say I'm working on it haha

OMG THE HAND HOLDING THING Y/N AND CHAN ARE LITERAL OTTERS THAT'S SO CUTE T-T (also istg UtS gives me so much cuddle envy I too want to sleep in a comfy cuddle pile)

same with jakob as a unit, he's just not it. But his quotes are superbe~ also yess the short, sassy quotes are so good fjdhfjh

I think you're really writing cheol so well. You found a good way to describe the dynamics between the members in general, it feels very on point to me. Sometimes it's super tiny things that make me go "oh!! that's so like them!!"

........... why did you have to say that about cheol always being in love with reader in every route why must you break my heart in this way (but also him putting her happiness first is so hfjshckejjhfj-- i' m fI nE)

reminds me i have to catch up with vernon and seungkwan's parts I'm so excited to read them!! I'll let you know when I did hehe~ Also I really get what you said about 10 wreckers at all times like. same. I'd say my biases are cheol and hao (tho chan has been dangerously close to join their circle one too many times hdjhfdj) but I literally love all of them sm T-T

i hope you're doing okay and are taking care of yourself! ily<3

hiii lovely <3 i hope things are going well for you tho!! sometimes life gets busy! no biggie, take care of urself <3 ur wellbeing comes first! also yeah ive got discussion board posts done hehe i have a paper due sunday but i think i'm gonna start working on it tomorrow unless we get confirmation that game nights gonna be tomorrow? good luck on the essay tho!!

god... mood tho i ALSO want a cuddle pile with ppl i love and trust. but yeah they're otters <3 he literally holds yn's hand all the time like. bestie just wants to hold a hand!! its for the comfort <3

i talked abt this with a friend btw abt jakob and felicia i think is who u get if u play as a guy? i never understood that. like im guessing its for romance stuff but if you can/will get both anyway??? why not give the player someone they'd realistically have as a butler/maid to watch after them???

aaa thank u!! the tiny things might literally just be me pulling from actual things they've said/done hehe but im glad i can capture things well!! i usually second guess myself sometimes but its reassuring to hear things like this :3 i love writing cheol tho. if i dont get whiny cheol in UtS at least somewhere tho i s2g ill delete /j

this only makes it worse but cheol is Not the only one who is always in love w reader in every route <3 like there's always at least two ppl who are in love w reader in every single route (cheol being one), maybe three. its all a matter of them all wanting to see yn happy instead of keeping them for themself <3

aaa thank u ill look forward to hearing ur thoughts then!! sorry in advance for seungkwan and all the fighting his has /j

i have started appreciating cheol a Lot more over this past year tbh? like i only got into svt last october-ish (whenever attacca dropped, i dont remember right offhand) and he wasnt rly high on my list. i just appreciate him and all he does for the group while also being like... the POUTIEST man sometimes. seungkwan doesnt say he loves him back and cheol is just like >:( carats would never treat me like this smh. get u a man who can do both.

hao truly is an artist and i can deeply appreciate that aspect of him even if he's not like. high on my list? like i love svt as a whole but i full yknow tht i love other members more (even if they arent my biases). i think i really appreciate how much of himself hao puts into what he does. he's so passionate about what he does. also hai cheng made me cry so ill never forgive him for tht /hj

(no but rly i did break down crying the first & only time i listened/watched the mv and i cannot bring myself to listen again bc i think i'll cry again if i do. beautiful song tho, i just do not want to cry lmao)

im doing fine! i had an eye appointment yesterday and had my eyes dilated so that was a bit of a pain to deal with, but im getting new glasses! my prescription has changed Slightly so thankfully no headaches or anything lol only thing fucking w me now is allergies since pollen is UP rn and i hate it </3 summer class is almost over tho!! im going to enjoy my less than a month of chilling lol i dont even have a proper final for this class, i just have to edit my papers and resubmit them <3

i hope you're doing well, though! take care of yourself <3 get ur essay done when u can!! i believe in u <3 its always lovely to hear from you!!

#wooahaes.ask #layton anon

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saintslaughter-a · 4 years

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i aint slept in 24 hours and ive remembered how i said smthn like ‘leslie probably hasnt smiled since johnny died’ and now im absolutely DYING because its probably more or less true.

like of course there’s moments where he’s excited or happy about something but even the most genuine smiles are nothing compared to the delight he COULD be feeling if he still had his best friend with him. everyone else is a great support and plenty of fun but that special bond he had with johnny made it a million times easier to enjoy himself and relax.

he was the same way for a long time after marley and erica too. he only started feeling ‘normal’ and happy again when he had people he cared about in his life again. things started looking up and he started to feel like he could enjoy himself again without feeling guilty over his past actions and mistakes anymore.

it also probably has a lot to do with how comfortable he is showing emotion around others. hes capable of trusting and, as he would call it, vulnerable. hes on high alert all the time and at least some of his attention is always somewhere else. so when he truly feels safe and calm around someone he can actually laugh and genuinely enjoy himself.

its just that so few people actually get to see that-- not even because he’s thinking of himself, but because he’s so focused on protecting everyone he is comfortable with. For someone who seems so carefree, he’s uptight and paranoid all the damn time.

Example?? like. that scene in 3 where everyone is partying and its crashed by the morningstar. pierce (i think it was him at least lmao) is almost shot by that stripper but the boss is the first to react and save his life. Always on high alert, not even giving in all the way and enjoying themselves after deciding they cant mourn forever and need something fun.

the only person he didnt feel like he needed to protect so vigilantly is gone and he’s stuck unconsciously!! being this ever-present shield for his loved ones. and that protective part of him was probably only made worse when he lost johnny. he’s so scared of losing what he loves that he wont let himself relax. Like. of course he trusts everyone can take care of themselves, but he thought the same one too many times, and doesn’t want to risk losing anyone else.

#mun;;#𝙄𝙏 𝙁𝙀𝙀𝙇𝙎 𝙍𝙄𝙂𝙃𝙏! ;; Canon #long post/#anyways have an essay i wrote because im in my own head after taking my add meds after like half a week of not doing that #i havent slept in. over 20 hours.#i keep wanting to type more but idk what else i can type before it gets too repetitive lmfao #if i think if more i'll reblog it uwu #this is the gayest shit i'll ever write for him i s2g

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