#I mistyped back as bad twice LMAO listen I have been awake for 18 hours I have been tired for like 3 hours now | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

dan-crimes · 9 months

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I love angst I love making characters suffer thru the Horrors™️ but I gotta admit I've become a huge sucker for wholesome moments like I use to casually enjoy them like whatever I could wave them off but now I'm almost gettin teary-eyed over the things

#idk getting in touch with my emotions is weird XP #I think I've always been a bit emotionally stunted ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ but now I have the proper communication skills to like #understand and talk about things and like process a lot of my emotions #and thus new emotions come up that I never really had before which is weird lmao #also I do kinda miss my random bursts of happiness but I know those were probably not exactly normal lmao #my happiness is a lot more managable now and I don't feel like my chest is going to burst and that I need to bounce off the walls #also it doesn't almost hurt to be happy bcuz I was like overflowing with emotion that I just could not handle lmao #things and stuff and things #now I'm having to deal with getting my sad emotions bad again ig lmao cuz I been having random bursts of feeling like crying #and it's over like heartwarming things or like kinda sad but like happy things I'm too lazy to look up the word BUT LIKE #I never use to like get emotional about those things so likeee unlocking new emotions era or smth #we'll see how it goes it's a process but I'm just gonna go along with it and see how it goes #just an fyi I haven't been like properly sad and crying abt stuff for like maybe 6 years? so I don't think this is a bad thing #I just need to get use to it is all going all numb and stuff really just takes everything outta ya the good and the bad #leaves ya with a big ol nothin numbness #glad to be getting emotions bad tho 👍 even if it is weird at first sometimes ya gotta be sad and cry abt stuff tho :P #I mistyped back as bad twice LMAO listen I have been awake for 18 hours I have been tired for like 3 hours now #I had to wake up my sibling for school so I had to stay awake even tho I wanted to sleep 😭😭😭

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