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midnightmisadventures · 5 years

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Woah hol up, I’m not done....

This is gonna seem weird again, but i’m just thinking about something. I’m getting a weird vibe that all these random little things in my life rn are connected.

Its weird, I was writing about Teotfw, and decided to watch it again before i do the full thing, but first i needed to go through the “it inspires me like dead poets list” for some references. And I saw bij, and of course i mentioned it. I think that planted a little seed, because I decided to listen to the whole album, and then??? I got all these crazy feels for bij and wrote my last 2 posts.

And its just so weird for me to feel so strongly about bij right now, and have all this affection after the whole Babe thing?? I get it theyre not the same person but why would my dream love interest take the form of Ryan Beatty that doesnt make sense to me.

Then, a few nights ago, i start feeling sad about King. And Even the prince too, but i went on this whole rant to myself on how much i still love him. And i checked up on him for the first time in a while. AND THEN THE NEXT FUCKING DAY KING GETS SAPPY ABOUT HIS GF ON IG??? I was super pissed, i felt punched in the throat, how the hell was that fair? Such evil timing and really inconsiderate for me.

The I start Teotfw, and it was like this weird antidote for being in my bag about king, it was before i even fell in love with it but it reversed my gooey king feeling, and i was thankful, and that was refreshing so i kept watching??

Now before all that Kurtis Conner posted a new “internets cringiest dating show” and i fell in love with Dean and i’m watching all the episodes again blah blah blah. Inevitably, i’m recommended more Kurtis then usual and i started watching a bit more of his videos.

THEN SOMEHOW, i stumble upon the picture on instagram where Kurtis Conner and his girlfriend jenna dress up as james and alyssa from The End Of The Fucking World. (I was at midseason of me watching the show). Anyway, i thought it super cute, they pulled off the outfit really well, and now that i thought of it. They reminded me so much of james and alyssa.

So after that, when i’d watch teotfw, when i saw james now he reminded me of kurtis and i loved it like awww. Like Kurtis i love himmmmm. And this was at the point of the season where james becomes likable so the timing was perfect. I fell in love with james and now i wanted to dive deep into jenna and kurtis

So i did....which was adorable. They remind me so much of james and alyssa and THEN during a video, the only real video they have together on his channel, when asked how they met, they said a mutual friend BROUGHT THEM TOGETHER, and they met for the FIRST TIME at a fucking ONE DIRECTION CONCERT. The way Kurtis talked about the beginnng stages of their relationship EERILY resembles the way i recounted my dream. He talked about the way they became bestfriends, and how he felt so WARM and LUCKY to have met her and be close with her. He even said they both knew they were dating for a while before they said it out loud...........MAKE IT MAKE SENSE I’M SPEECHLESS.

I finish teotfw and i loved it??? it helped me get over king, and i listen to bij and euro reminds me of james and alyssas story which is also kurtis and jenna, who met at a one direction concert, then i get emotional about bij, which is ryan beatty which also babe.

Okay yea truly i don’t know how to make it make sense yet, but its super fucking weird and theres like this chain of actions from me that all led to here and i dont know what it means but stuff like this just doesnt happen to me on accident. I know i’m annoying but i’m serious. My dreams are important my life is connected, the proof is in the pudding.

Whatever it is i’m gonna figure it out, goddamn its almost 6am

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