#I just hope it’s not some like blockage or infection that’ll go septic or kill me | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

nix-that-rad-lass · 6 months

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Lol so funny that I’ve been having weird extreme excruciating pain this week but it only happens around midnight and for a few hours at a time so I can’t go to the doctor because they definitely won’t believe me and will blame it on hormones (except my endocrinologist just said my hormones have finally stabilized) or my weight (except I’ve been losing weight and I’ve had minor pains like this even when I was underweight) or just that I’m hysterical

Like ok sure let’s just hope I don’t fucking die so I can actually go to the doctor in the midst of the symptoms so maybe there’s a chance I’ll be believed lmao

#so I thought it was the nerve pain in my shoulder flaring up #but the it spread #it was hot and sharp and was all through my thoracic spine #and then it spread around my ribs #my entire rib cage was on fire and felt like I was gettin kicked #then my sternum and diaphragm felt like a ball of pain #worst pain of my life #it’s happened twice this week #it’s worse than breaking my arm spraining an ankle #worse than when I fell off a horse and broke my back #worse than when I had a 105° fever in the midst of suffering serotonin syndrome #I don’t know what it is #and it being so irregular and having such strange symptoms #scares me a lot and idk if I’ll even be believed to get help #I just hope it’s not some like blockage or infection that’ll go septic or kill me

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