#I don’t feel a lot. but using a chainsaw to saw a cabinet in half might give me more feeling than the stone-done heart I do have now
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#I don’t usually like to personal life post but these last 3 weeks or so have Not Been Great for me#and while the feeling is not ‘wanting to off myself’ I severely feel like walking into a closet and never getting out until a nuke strikes#i cannot in good faith say congrats to my friend because they keep complaining to me about a job and they get it first before me#when I’ve busted ass trying to find and getting rejections all the time#I want to say ‘I feel angry at you’ or ‘awesome for you’ or literally any feeling but all I feel is indifference#I just want to become atomic dust at this point. not even craving death just sudden disappearance#I’m going to go eat an egg sandwich#but yes welcome to my life. I don’t ask for a lot I just want to work the thing I like#I don’t feel a lot. but using a chainsaw to saw a cabinet in half might give me more feeling than the stone-done heart I do have now#no relation to cars here. sorry for you opening the tags#idle thoughts
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