#I chose vilkas for this scene because of how much she can relate to his own experiences
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TW; Themes of depression , Self loathing & Implication/mentions of self harm
It wasn’t her lycanthropy that made her feel like a monster, it was but her own damaged heart and inner demons.
And So she ran away - believing her very presence was a burden too heavy to carry, if only to protect her loved ones from her own demise - No matter how deeply she wanted to run back and crash into his embrace, no matter how deeply her heart yearned to accept his love.
#tw; depression#tw; self harm themes#Heavy themes#Ventart#Vilkas#werewolf oc#Werewolves#werewolf dovahkin#Dovahkin oc#I've been processing alot of heavy things yesterday...ones i felt most fitting to express through Ravens story#it wasnt easy...but im glad i did it#finding comfort through storytelling has been a healthy way to both express and reflect on it all#theres so much i have to say about this encounter and its backstory...But so much of it relates to my own personal struggles#lycanthropy and themes of self control/self hatred...its been weaved through Raven ever since her creation#its as though it goes hand by hand. mirroring one another#I chose vilkas for this scene because of how much she can relate to his own experiences#Ive always headcanond vilkas' lycanthropy taking a great toll on his mental health#enough to leave him with very similar conflicts of wanting to tear away at everything#its such a painful hc but i imagine he always wears bandages around his arms to hide away self harm caused by when he tries to#fight against his lycanthropy and the call of the blood#both Raven and Vilkas have such a complex background and I really wnat to see how they can work through it with their relationship#i believe there will be a part two leading for a more hopeful ending... ;;#these two have so much to godamn deal with and i just want them to find happiness together#im so sorry for dropping such hurt/angst on your feed...Ill make up for it when i can#theres still alot to this scene that has been left untold and i want to share on the hopeful/loving resolution that follows.#they love each other alot. and theyll get through this. they always do#skyrim art shenanigans#skyrim#tes#werewolf angst
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