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mabith · 20 days

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I am experiencing constant, unexplained nausea going on four days now and it's just making my Parental Holidays (parents days and their birthdays) season so much worse. I had constant nausea when I was first sick and trying all kinds of medications and living on luna bars and my mom was always trying to make things that would tempt my appetite, like bread pudding, and it's just making me so sad. I ate two large bread puddings per week for a while there.

#I can't even make my own bread pudding because my oven is broken #apparently nausea can be a perimenopause thing so I'm assuming that's it since it's not bad enough to feel like an illness or food issue #but it's not even just nausea it's also that excessive saliva production you get before you throw up but there's been no throwing up #everything is horrible and Zhou Shen won't be on Keep Running this week either #I was forced to watch Donald in Mathmagic Land #maybe I'll get some appropriate bread and make french toast just to be bread pudding adjacent #and succeed in making myself even fucking sadder #or maybe it will help it's impossible to know!#fuck that 'grief doesn't get smaller the box gets bigger' nonsense - doesn't hold when your life is squeezed into the tiniest space #also what kind of victorian Invalid Food is bread pudding you cliched bastard

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