#I JUST AANT TO SCREAM ABOUT IT BUT I CANT | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

artheresy · 6 months

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I am stuck in such a rough place at the moment

Because like right now, I want to rant about how I view Dan Feng and Yingxing’s potential dynamic based on my interpretation of Dan Feng and Yingxing given the bits of characterization of them that we have

But at the exact same time, I’m literally planning the Yingxing lifespan fic that would include all of this information conveyed through events and dialogue within the fic that paint the picture I have in my mind of their dynamic

However, also I’m gonna be starting the fic from when Yingxing is a literal child being picked up by Huaiyan so getting to the point when I can finally show off that dynamic is going to take SO long and I’m so impatient

I don’t know what to do ToT I need to scream about them, I love them

#i have very specific feelings about them #to the point that i dont actually ingest much fan content of them #bc to no ones fault it doesnt match how i see them #which again is no ones fault its just how i personally see them #but i want to scream about it so bad #to see if anyone does share or to just get it out and air that out #but like AHHH #I want to put it in the fic and I dont know if screaming about it before will end up ruining the experience #bc i have like so many important scenes crafted and summarized and thought out #for the whole course of their relationship #and it genuinely makes me so emotional thinking about #PLANNING THIS FIC IS RUINING ME #I JUST AANT TO SCREAM ABOUT IT BUT I CANT #when I have the first chapter finished I am blasting it everywhere idc #hsr #honkai star rail #yingxing #dan feng #xingyue

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