#I AM GOING TO THROW UP DFSJKHAKEJFKFDJKSKJ I DONT THINK ITS 99.9% BUT I ALSO DO AT THE SAME TIME
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lmao im poly and queer why is it so hard to be Like That
#i dont know how to deal with full blown crushes anymore#highschool me knew better ig!!!! wtf!!!! do i!!!!!!! DO!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!#the last time i started a relationship is the one between my current partner of 5 years#but how to deal with crush????? on multiple people other than my lovely wife???????? wtf????????? HOWWWWW?????????????#i am combusting.#i dont know how to ask someone. if they'd. like to uh. i DONT KNOW HOW.#im like 99.9% sure the feelings are not mutual. but they both have maybe possibly flirted with me maybe????????????????????????????????????#I DONT REMEMBER WHAT FLIRTING PRE RELATIONSHIP LOOKS LIKE#SOMEONE HELP#THIS SUCKS SHIT.#BECAUSE TRAUMA AND ALSO. IM JUST. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO#I WANNA KISS THEM SO BAD THIS SUCKS SHIT SO BAD I HATE ROMANCE RN THROW IT INTO THE SUN FIREBOMB LOVE RIGHT NOW#i may be poly but im also VERY AUTISTIC AND VERY ADHD I DONT KNOW IF ITS ACTUALLY FLIRTING I DONT. I AM. SO CONFUSED.#I AM GOING TO THROW UP DFSJKHAKEJFKFDJKSKJ I DONT THINK ITS 99.9% BUT I ALSO DO AT THE SAME TIME#I HAVE TWO HANDS AND BOTH OF THEM ARE HOLDING A DIFFERENT OPINION#ROMANCE SUCKS SHIT. I MISS MY WIFE TAILS. SHE'S SMART AND TOLD ME THAT MAYBE CONFESSING IS BETTER#HOWEVER. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I DONT WANNNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ITLL BE SO AWKWARDDDD I CANT AWGWGAGWAGAGWAFAKJDF#i havE NO RIZZ. PLS. ZERO. ANTI RIZZLER. I CANNOT. IM NOT. UGH. THEYRE. UGH. FUCK THIS.#EXPLODES#delete later#but uh; tldr? what it says on the tin i have crushes and i dont know what to fucking DO#i cant read the situation properly and my feelings have only got stronger. send help.
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