hands behind back? slut behaviour

"omg my favourite assassin i've missed yo--"

DurgeTash (Tatiana Vestalis + Enver Gortash) piece I did for my dear friend @lucien-lachance some time ago <3

Content warning: Blood!

Powerless: a Durgestash comic!

I finally fell onto the Gortash train, the secret is making yourself an absolute gremlin of a Durge ahaha!

Durge came to his dearest and nearest to help dealing with his episode. Gortash was happy to give a hand, not for free though.

Gottem

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Banite Gort, anyone? 🤍

I commissioned @lwiann for my Dark Urge, Helene and Enver Gortash piece and I'm still over the moon 😔🫶

Lwiann, I adore you and you're one of the best, genuinely 🥺

In the quiet of his office, Gortash's melody weaves a spell of its own—each note a whisper of memory, every chord a glimpse into the heart of a tyrant. Where words fail, music speaks.

also known as 7 stages of grief

2024 is the year I keep painting naked men until my arms fall off.

January: Rugan

Feburary: Gortash

March: Raphael

April: Dammon

May: Wyll Ravengard

The clothed pinups I've finished already are below the cut.

burning, like the sun

that's his littol meowmeow murder kitten your honour

(original post is on my twitter<3)

🖤🖤🖤 I like him a regular amount. (Enough to run this whole blog) More.

of course I know Gortash logically cannot be redeemed. He doesn't WANT to be redeemed- Spawn Astarion and redeemed/resist Durge at least realize the errors of their ways at some point during their arcs and are able to become better people through, quite literally, the power of friendship, but Gortash? Gortash doesn't give a shit at all, he will make the entire burn world with him if it is necessary. I haven't finished the game but I am 99% sure you can't fully side with him without him still trying to kill Tav/Durge at the very end. He doesn't want to be redeemed and canonically he is egotistical enough to turn on Durge, his "nearest and dearest", as well. *

But parts of me WANT him to be... Not redeemable, per se. I know full well there is no logical way that he would suddenly become an charity donor or an active member in bettering the wellfair in Baldur's Gate, he probably will always want a Orphan Crushing Machine somewhere in the basement, but I want him to have someone he loves enough- that loves HIM enough- that makes him at least decide to try to take over the world slightly more fair and square. Through diplomacy and conquests and the whole shebang. Someone mentioned Gortash recognising that Durge, his loved one, is simply tired, and wants a normal life, without Bhaal and without the Absolute and without ANY obligations, just their own life, and I simply want for Gortash to decide that yes, he is still a terrible human being, but at least with the Absolute gone, he could have Durge and still be in control of the people simply as Archduke, especially when given partial credit for the destruction of the Absolute. He could give Durge a life of their own and also have parts of the life he wants, if he in any universe decided that Durge was worth it.

At the same time, I love @ cats-obsessions' "If Durge could recruit Gortash" post, where she suggests that if Durge failed the duel with Orin, it would lock out any option except Gortash and Durge controlling the brain together, as Gortash would see it as the only way to protect Durge. Perhaps I just want an actual Durgetash ending where Durge could either make Gortash slightly better or where they still could be together, as gods. I just really wish Gortash actually did care about Durge, genuinely, where he genuinely WOULD want to share the world together with them. Where he in any way shape or form would decide that, perhaps he could go against his god and be a ruler of an enslaved mankind with another, or where he would decide on the more extreme and abandon his god for someone else. Just. AUGH.

*probably very wrong about this but oh well

Sorry. I just can not. I can't.

I don’t have many subscribers now, I don’t often get into recommendations. But imagine the face of the person who visits my blog. AND WILL SEE ALL THIS.