#Cant tell if its self sabotage or what but.. I am scared. My logic has saved me a lot of pain in the past
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Biggest scary thing about being Better ™ mentally is that I start to naturally hope more and expect more
#miranda talking shit#That shit scares me. My philosophy has always been: expect nothing from no one or anything#But now my silly brain is thinking in a more positive way i am starting to hope and expect more#So im panicking about it and trying to convince myself of the opposite (expect worse instead of better)#Cant tell if its self sabotage or what but.. I am scared. My logic has saved me a lot of pain in the past#So hoping im opening up myself to possible heartbreak... I am guessing its good when things go well but#I always personally... Basically never expected much of anything of anyone. It have given me a lot of happiness bc ive#Been pleasantly suprised by people. But ive also never felt... Safe? In... Expecting people to love me for example and they do?#That safety ive never felt ever. I never expected anyone to think of me well or value me or something#Because that means expecting things and i know i have no control over others thoughts on me#So expecting nothing... Is safe.... Anyway its scary to have this view challanged and im like haha brain no :)#Negative#???
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