#By having him do me a favour (TM logic ๐๐ผ)
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Never mind, I'm reading rn.
#Just asked him for help#Which has been so hard for me both because i developed this hyper independence cause trust issues and no self-worth#And it's essentially asking him to do the job of my profs here (have i mentioned that i'm paying for this)#Also includes admission of smth i thought i was not able to do#And i'm not saying I'm a pro at it but i'm doing it#Also getting a headache from it but i'm actually impressed myself#And am rly considering just saying right that to him#Jeopardising the whole plan of getting him more attached/invested (current lvl is crazy already though โค๏ธ)#By having him do me a favour (TM logic ๐๐ผ)#Plus i will tell everyone who wants or doesn't want to hear it abt his professional opinion on that - which is smth i need in my life#Also i started counting months until i can see him ๐#Also i've been wanting to send him more photos of just around here and am for once rly regretting that my phone is old af#I love this dude sm#Also for providing some sense of calm when i'm back to questioning everything i'm doing here
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