#BUT YEA just! a little update. cos i don't like leaving ppl on read but it's also more tough rn getting myself the motivation to Talk yknow | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

mntcoronet · 2 years

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OH YEA just so y'all know if u notice I'm not very active I've just been really tired recently. including with regards to people-energy so if u message me and I take ages to respond I Do apologise! I have just been going through it this week for some reason. do not know why and do not know when it will end. but please know I am not avoiding anyone out of annoyance, if it makes u feel better I have had trouble even convincing myself to have anything more complex than just chips and a banana for lunch sometimes, so please rest assured I am not ignoring any of u just for the sake of it

#maggles ramblings #gotta admit though.#this is also a 'wow I wonder why i feel strange' (has had a sudden lifestyle change and doesn't know when it'll be normal again) moment #which is - one parent is currently staying somewhere else for their own good so i am home alone much more often #i am happy about both these things! means less stress on me! but also after the initial WOO i feel very dead and Eh now.#so it is tough keeping up with people. especially when I've had trouble getting motivation to do much else on top of that #like since the initial Woo! moment passed i. don't think I've actually drawn at all. or opened my laptop. or continued my sewing project #like anything that I've really been happy to do (ignoring the fact I've barely done much of that the past month anyway)#OH YEA OR EVEN PLAYED ANY GAMES EXCEPT THAT RHYTHM ONE #like all that would be very easy for me to just get on with! but no all I've been doing is sitting here lost in my own thoughts #with videos on in the bg that i only Somewhat pay attention to.#if i wasn't so easily convinced by my hunger then several days of the last week i might've just stayed in bed honestly #BUT YEA just! a little update. cos i don't like leaving ppl on read but it's also more tough rn getting myself the motivation to Talk yknow #also this post was scheduled for the morning bc i was too self conscious to post immediately oopsies

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