do you guys have any by|er fics that literally and actually Live In Your Head Rent-Free like they actually Changed you and you have never been the same since? fics tht you think abt and see so clearly in your head it's like you're remembering a tv show or movie scene? those fics where the characters' voices were so Strong tht u can still hear the dialogue in ur head?

bc for me it's undoubtedly Fight or Flight (I'd rather die). without spoiling anything, i see the final fight + onwards in my head SO. FUCKING. VIVIDLY. and it fucks every single time!!!!! literally the sexiest most horrific most gut-wrenching and positively fucking scrumptious scene(s) i've ever had the honor and privilege of reading. there's so much love in it. the good parts of love, the bad parts of love, the easy parts, the hard parts. i just. jesus fucking christ.

and then mike's interim pov that stuck with me because it was just So Canon!Mike and So Good tht it immediately seared itself into my brain as i read n as such i feel like i could recite it jus from memory alone. the fucking... the binder scene. THE BINDER SCENE. no words. shaking, crying, goosebumps flaring jus thinking abt it.

honestly i start thinking abt these fics n immediately my eyes start stinging i get a lump in my throat n i feel like tearing a chunk out of my phone with my own teeth. i just. fuc k ign . THEY'RE SO.......... UNBELIEVABLY FUCKING GOOD............... (SAID WHILE GRIPPING MY PHONE SO HARD IT SNAPS IN TWO)