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glacierclear · 1 year

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Okay, so I need a whole fucking rant about Leon's trauma from you, just straight up ted-talk, please, I'm begging you, just any though about this topic that's rattling in your brain

oh good lord, anon. im taking deep breathes but why would you ask me this why would y-

im putting this under a cut because other wise it'd be annoying

need everyone to keep in mind that im still in the baby beginning stages of my resident evil obsession so finer details pertaining to lore and stuff i will not be aware of !!!!! a lot of this is probably headcannoning anyways...

leon's entire character makes me so sad but so stupidly passionate. this young, bright-eyed boy who just wanted to help people. being forced into an unending nightmare. the actor in re2r did such a good job portraying his earnest flavor of justice.

the fact that you can tell he thoroughly believes everything is his fault and even if you told him none of it was his fault he would probably just cry and pretend to accept what you're saying but none of it would reach his heart. and he's not even half-assing anything. he wouldn't forgive himself if he didn't do everything in his power to save people, to do his job, and even then, he can't forgive himself when he does...

that scene in re2r where he first meets marvin and is like "there was another cop...i tried to save him...i tried..." and you can see his lips quiver and he has to bite them to keep himself from collapsing in on himself. it KILLS ME.

and even after that nightmare he was forced into being DSO's little attack dog for the rest of his life. he probably thinks that's what he deserves. he doesn't deserve to have a proper chance at life anymore after screwing up raccoon city so bad. and he probably doesn't have anyone he can really confide in...not truly.

any relationship he manages to have outside of work is probably so loveless. i feel like he is undeniably attracted to partners who don't value him. it validates the part of him that thinks he's the reason all those people died.

maybe he intentionally lets himself get hurt on missions. he drinks until he can't stay awake, until he barfs it all up and then he drinks some more. because otherwise his brain won't stop reliving the past. he probably knows he's sexy. that he's objectively handsome. but he's utterly convinced that if anyone knew him. like actually knew him. they'd be horrified and run away. and he knows he doesn't deserve a good life partner. not really. not truly. he wouldn't be able to make them happy.......

that being said he probably loves animals so much. especially dogs. unconditional love that he can very clearly see, reciprocate, and receive. it's uncomplicated.

it's rare he gets through the night without waking up. either by nightmares or panic attacks or some form of "i feel like im gonna be killed" . he probably trains for hours and hours a week. he has to get better he has to BE better. he has to do it for the people who live and who died. he carries all that on his shoulders. and considering how many times he's been infected with bullshit viruses and parasites over the years he's probably convinced he's JUST LIKE the monsters he kills and that maybe, at any moment, he could hurt those in his life.

and to top it all off. for everything he has to go through and everything he has to fight and everything he has to kill for. he has to do all of that with fucking hair in his eyes because he refuses to get a different haircut.

#leon kennedy #rambles im sorry #tw; death #tw; self-harm #tw; lots of stuff #sobbing

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timelessshipperdaily · 5 years

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Timeless: The Miracle of Christmas (Reaction & Thoughts) part 1

WOW!!! It looks like in this future Lucy's timeline the team is no longer in the bunker. Like an abandoned apartment building or factory???

Lucy is ALREADY making me emotional... and it has only been 30 SECONDS!!!

RUFUS'S DEATH.... IT STILL HURTS!!!!

I'm LOVING the recap through future Lucy as she is writing the journal. VERY CREATIVE!!!

I'm CACKLING!!!! The present team's faces are PRICELESS!!!!

Mason. LET THEM TALK!!!

LMAO!!! I AM DYING!!! LOL Present Lucy reaching out to try to touch Future Lucy. Obviously unsure if this is real.

WOW. Without Rufus everything went to HELL!!!! I mean future Wyatt and Lucy look like they just stepped out of the FREAKING HUNGER GAMES!!!

Just to be clear in this timeline we are still fighting Rittenhouse... 5 years later. Yes Flynn in 2023.

Jiya only caring about getting Rufus back. THANK YOU!!! Straight back to the point. Why future Lucy and Wyatt are there in the 1st place!!!

AHHHHH!!! THE JOURNAL!!!

YES!!! Figure it out TOGETHER!!!! I see what your doing there future Lucy...

WYATT THERE IS NO BABY!!! JESSICA LIED ABOUT BEING RITTENHOUSE. OBVIOUSLY SHE WAS LYING ABOUT THE BABY!!!!

And future Lucy's face while talking about the fake pregnancy.

Awwww Wyatt. I HATE TO SEE HIM HURT!!! BUT I'M ALSO SO HAPPY JESS WAS LYING. SO MANY EMOTIONS!!!

Wyatt... my poor PUPPY!!!

AWWWW!!! The future Wyatt is still concerned about future Lucy when experiencing the side effects!!! But very subtly...

THEY KNOW HOW TO PILOT THE LIFEBOAT!!!!

Present Wyatt reaching out to Lucy pulling her to a safe distance!!!!

Lucy and Wyatt looking at each other like DID THAT REALLY JUST HAPPEN!?!?!?

Tis' the season... (indeed Emma. It is.)

"No more bloodlines or any cult crap"

That guy was stupid. HE REALLY THOUGHT HE COULD JUST WALK AWAY!?!?

When Emma said "Mahogany desk".... did anyone else think of Effie Trinket from the Hunger Games!?!? ( sorry for all the hunger games references LOL)

Jessica doesn't even flinch or hesitate after saying that they were going to kill the TimeTeam!!!!

"I'm so sorry Wyatt..."

EVERYBODY CALM DOWN!!!! MY LYATT BABIES ARE HAVING A MOMENT!!!!

The way he is looking at her.... I'M GONNA CRY!!!!

JIYA I LOVE YOU!!!

Agent Christopher giving Jiya the credit she DESERVES!!!

And Mason I'm sure you played a role in making the upgrades too!!!! LOL

"If Lucy and Wyatt are willing to risk their lives for Rufus, then so am I."

THIS IS LOVE!!!!!

OMG!!! THE WAY WYATT IS LOOKING AT LUCY!!!! I AM DYING....

"I never meant to hurt you."

MY HEART HURTS!!! He is so sincere!!!!

You and Flynn??? EXCUSE ME WHILE I GO VOMIT!!!

Same Wyatt... same

THEY WAY LUCY LOOKS AT THE DOOR AFTER WYATT LEAVES!!!! **Sobbing Uncontrollably**

OH SNAP!!! JIYA HAS HAD ENOUGH OF THIS CRAP!!!

AWWW POOR JIYA!!!!

"Rufus always told me. There was no puzzle you can't solve"

I'M LOVING THIS WYATT AND JIYA EXCHANGE!!!

LEAVE IT TO RITTENHOUSE TO RUIN THE MOMENT!!!

ALSO. This divide between focusing on saving Rufus and chasing Rittenhouse has me STRESSED OUT!!!

Update: I have already went through several tissues!!!! I'm almost on my 2nd box!!!!

My jaw dropped when I saw the inside of the Lifeboat!!!!

"Makeup can only cover so much." TRUTH!!!

"I guess future me built the dalorian out of the lifeboat.... that's a joke Rufus would have made"

AWWWW JIYA!!!!

He will!!! WE WILL GET OUR CINNAMON ROLL BACK!!!

**man whistles** "HAS ANYONE EVER RESPONDED POSITIVELY TO THAT!?!?"

YOU TELL THEM LUCY!!!

WYATT HOLDING LUCY BACK!!!! OMG!!!

HE'S HOLDING HER ARM!!! AND KEEPING HIS HAND ON HER BACK!!!!

Oh.... wanted posters. NICE TOUCH!!!

**3 seconds after getting clothes**

Lucy: We need to change.

She isn't fooling anyone in that outfit. BUT IT WAS SMART!!!!

"Oh so you finally got to the good part. Huh."

Ughhhh.... REALLY FLYNN!!! Please excuse me while I go barf....

"I must have seen a different side of you... Guess I already have."

(Someone please make this stop....)

"Well then stop. Because if you read the rest. The affair we have. It ends badly because.... you're heart always belonged to someone else. "

THANK YOU FLYNN!!!!

SHE LOOKS AT WYATT!!!!!

There is Joaquin Murrieta!!!! Who I didn't know even existed until now....

IT'S A STANDOFF!!!

LOOK AT JIYA!!!! I'M SO PROUD!!!!

HE INSPIRED THE LEAGEND OF ZORO!?!?!?

"I was a little more focused on the fact he was trying to kill us."

Ok to be clear I HATE JESSICA. But I am impressed with how she stood up for herself and was a badass. (That will be the ONLY positive thing i will say about Jessica.)

Wow... Joaquin is just a broken man. Seeking out justice.

I am LOVING the arch between Flynn and Joaquin!!!

POOR WYATT!!!!

He NEVER intended for any of this to happen. Now he will stop at NOTHING to get Rufus back.

"I'm gonna make sure Jessica never steps foot into the bunker" - Wyatt

"How does it help us save Rufus if it means sacrificing you!?!?" - Lucy

"Because Rufus didn't deserve what happened to him.... you didn't deserve what I did to you." - Wyatt

THE EMOTIONS. MY HEART.

WYATT IS WILLING TO SACRIFICE HIMSELF FOR RUFUS!!! NOOOOOOO

LUCY AGREES WYATT CANNOT SACRIFICE HIMSELF!!!

OMG!!! LUCY'S NOT LETTING WYATT DO IT ALONE!!! NEITHER IS JIYA!!!

"Santa's got one last chimney to shimmy down" - Emma

FLYNN WHAT THE HELL.... OMG!!!!

HE'S GOING TO ELIMINATE JESSICA!!!!!

GUYS!!! THE BUNKER PARENTS ARE FIGHTING.... I don't like it.

POOR MASON!!!!

Wow... Mason has opened my eyes!!! When someone else makes a time machine... how would we protect what we have been fighting for. FOR SO LONG!!!

THE GIFS ARE NOT MINE. But if they are your gifs and you would like credit please let me know.

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