#--it is incredibly apparent she is rattled but it isnt because it was MARIE its bc it was VIOLENCE | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

beeapocalypse · 6 months

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maries like the bug mijaal accidentally steps on that sparks a moment of self disgust and pity b4 she moves on with her day. and marys the same type of bug but mijaal spots him out on the sidewalk and moves him to the safe grass

#mijaal spent her childhood surrounded by old religious separationists (nacea followers) and still didnt get to form connections w anyone--#--after joining the haal cavalry bc fapreisaus interest isolated her from everyone else. she just doesnt understand how to interact with--#--ppl as equals its always a quiet power struggle. she finds mary frightening bc she just doesnt GET him she finds his drive commendable--#--and his ability to push through all the shit incredibly familiar but she doesnt want to put him down or take the reins from him. she--#--wants to see him capable and stable but she doesnt know how she can actually help with that #on the other hand. she hates marie SO goddamn much for so long just as an idea (the kepradite royal court fashion designer) and--#--when she starts recognizing marie as more than that she just hates her even more. how small how weak how PATHETIC a woman marie is #it would take years for mijaal to naturally arrive at a shred of the sympathy she holds for the blood-alcohol machine. but alas. they do--#--not have that time they have a shared goal and a shared hate that distracts them long enough from each other to try for some real change #think mmmmaybe there would be some camp scenes where mijaal physically lashes out at marie and if u talk to her afterwards--#--it is incredibly apparent she is rattled but it isnt because it was MARIE its bc it was VIOLENCE #WAH i left the blood-alcohol automaton out of the body of the post. its like the bee she fishes out of a pool and tries to feed sugar--#--water bc she doesnt know what else to do

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