#- i have no filter everything i say is just stream of consciousnessand im not that smart! i cant regulate how well i think lol
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sorry for being sad on main but i hate my speech patterns + my voice in general so much 🕺
#............................................................................................................................................#.........................................................................................................................................#i am smart but i come off as so ineloquent and childish all the time because i dont think hard before i talk... like i think as im talking#+ i interrupt people its by far my most annoying habit and im very aware of it but ive tried every trick in the book i cant help myself!!!!#+ i know that i CAN talk eloquently i just struggle so much when im actually talking -_- i just say words as they come to me -#- i have no filter everything i say is just stream of consciousnessand im not that smart! i cant regulate how well i think lol#+ i have a speech impairment + its so awful like why meeee#+ i rlly do not like my accent which is a dumb insecurity because like. my accent is objectively fine + i like it on my friends -#- and my family and stuff i just feel like...... i sound so dumb or whatever!!!!! i cant put my finger on it it just really really bugs me#also being insecure abt my accent is so silly because like. im a big nerd i love accents i am an accent enjoyer so why do i hate mine. its-#-just the same as virtually every accent in the world............#i dont know. its a silly insecurity 2 have but my voice rlly bugs me and not in a normal dysphoria way where its toofemme cuz-#- i like my voice sans-hrt. its an okay pitch and stuff i just talk funny...#and i absorb like. turns of phrase + whatnot pretty easily + i dont like it it makes me feel weird lol#also idk i think my speech patterns are annoying. like to me and to others lol!!!!#THE END THANKS 4 READING#delete later
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