#*taps my frontal lobe* hey. can you maybe fucking function for once | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

viscerism · 9 months

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having adhd and trying to be productive by telling myself "okay i can't do this other thing that i want to do until i finish this task" and then purposefully fucking up badly enough on that task so i can be like "well there's no fixing it now i guess i start doing this other thing then!"

#scythe speaks #i have to brute force my way through tasks every day even when i'm on meds but my subconscious STILL finds a way around it #this is infuriating #i am constantly at war with my own mind #and i know i'm just going to have to redo the whole fucking thing later because of this #just because my fuckin dopamine is all out of wack #*taps my frontal lobe* hey. can you maybe fucking function for once

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