#(this isn’t abt anyone here ir anyone i regularly work w btw thisis just me being a dumb baby about last july again lol)
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tfw im taking a day off of work today (my first day off since december 😍😍😍😍) and got absolutely shit sleep w fucked up dreams i kept waking up from and just woke up to a text about the stupid fucking book chapter asking me to do one more read through of it as if i haven’t done like 5 in theladt 3 days (and by all appearances been the ONLY one doing so lol)
#purrs#no way in hell i can go back to sleep now. im too angry. and also feel abandoned in a stupid way by a certain someone involved in this but#we all know that by now so i will not elaborate but i am REALLY. really and truly. at my wit’s end. how hard is it to… idk. how hard is it!!#delete later#(this isn’t abt anyone here ir anyone i regularly work w btw thisis just me being a dumb baby about last july again lol)#like omg not you haunting my dreams and then texting me THAT and. not replying to my other text about redacted 😂😂😂😂😂😂 am i NOTHING to you.#actually don’t answer that because clearly the events of the last 9 months have shown me everything i need to know that actually i am!#and i wish i could talk abt this saga more openly on here bc it’s ruining my fucking life but AGAIN i hold back to protect YOU and not talk#shit about you online to other people where you’ll never read it. the litcheral way in which i am STILL making sacrifices and working around#your shape and whatever. the way i still think about you every DAY!! and you clearly didn’t think abt me or how i would be impacted by this#…… AT AWL!!!!!!!!!! shaking with rage lollllll i am being dangerous abt it but oh my GOD. it’s so fucking unfair. in my life or not at ALL.
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